Love's Wall

by Karen Deen

  My body molded into Zach’s the tighter he held me and I heard a moan then I realized it came from my body. With my mouth open, Zach seized the opportunity and deepened the kiss with his tongue now exploring mine. My body was on fire with my want for him. It had been so long since I had felt like a woman. Zach was holding nothing back at making me feel the most treasured woman on the planet tonight.

  I tried to break away from the kiss to talk to Zach, but he just dragged my mouth back mumbling, “I told you I wouldn’t be able to stop, I wasn’t joking.” He grinned like he had won the lottery.

  “I don’t want to stop, it’s just, Zach…” I hesitated “It has been such a long time for me. I don’t even know…” Zach silenced me with his finger on my lips. “It’s ok, angel, for me too. We can take it slow and you tell me to stop at any time. I have waited so long for this moment, I want it to be amazing for you.” He was slowly dragging his knuckles down the side of my face. “One you will always remember, knowing that tonight was the start of our forever after.”

  Zach’s fingers were now sliding down my neck across my collarbone towards my arms, leaving a burning trail where he had touched. He leant forward and soothed the burning with butterfly kisses along the same trail. My chest was rising trying to get air into my lungs, with my heart racing. I was a molten mess in his arms. Sliding my hands towards his waist, Zach grabbed my hand and held it on his stomach.

  “Let me, Emily, let me give you the pleasure you deserve.” Softly he took my hands and placed them by my sides. “I need to hear you tell me, Emily” I looked puzzled at Zach as my brain was not even functioning. “Tell me this is what you want.” Oh God, couldn’t he tell I wanted this more than my next breath.

  “Zach, I want this more than life itself.” I whispered with as much strength as I had. “Please, make love to me, I have never had anyone mean this much to me and make me feel like you do. I have been fucked but never has anyone loved me. I need you to love me.” Zach growled at my plea and slammed his mouth on mine. There was no more waiting. I just needed Zach and I needed him now.

  Zach raised his hands up my back to the top of the zip on my dress. Looking down at me, he slowly turned me around and faced me away from him. I could feel his breath on my bare shoulders while he slowly pulled the zip down. His wet kisses were falling on my back following his fingers pulling down my zipper. I shivered as I started to feel exposed. Zach’s hands then returned to my shoulders to turn me around to face him. I felt vulnerable as he started to slide my dress down my body.

  “Zach, my body is not like it used to be. After the twins...” My voice trailed off and Zach stopped, taking hold of my chin.

  “Emily, you are the most ravishing woman I know. Be proud of your body, it nurtured those two amazing children. I don’t care what you used to look like, I only care what you look like now. I can tell you, that is sexy as fuck. Relax and let me show you what you do to me.” Tears well in the corner of my eyes. How had I found someone so amazing who wanted to be with me? I nodded because I knew if I tried to speak, the tears were going to slip out.

  Zach continued to slide my dress down over my breasts, which were already peaking with hard nipples though the lace bra. Zach’s breath hitched as my dress slid over my hips and pooled at my feet. His stare was burning through me as he looked at me from my toes to head. It was like he was unwrapping a present and I was the best gift he had ever received. I thought I would be embarrassed and feel exposed, but the wanting in Zach’s eyes made me feel like a hidden treasure. He stepped closer to me and started to run his hands up the outside of my thighs. “You are my dreams come to life, Emily. What you do to me…” I melted at the sensation of his hands touching me and his mouth on my neck. As his hands rested on my hips his mouth started to dip down my chest towards my breasts. Using his teeth, he pulled my bra down releasing my aching breasts that were longing to be touched. No matter how much I tried, I couldn’t hold in my moaning as Zach licked my hardened nipple. Taking it in his mouth and sucking hard on it. Putting his teeth on my engorged nipple, he bit down lightly. This had me dripping wet. He slid his hand up and grabbed the other breast, fondling the nipple that was giving such beautiful pain and pleasure.

  “Ahh, oh God! Zach.” I closed my eyes as the excitement was firing the aching between my legs. I arched into him as I wasn’t able to stand the pleasure that was building in my body. It had been so long since I had been touched that my senses were on overload.

  “Just breathe, angel, and feel it all. Let me take you away to that place of pleasure.” Zach stood and put both his hands either side of my face and softly kissed my lips as he took my bottom lip in his mouth and bit down on it. It was like the nerves were attached straight to my clitoris, which was aching so hard. I was begging in my mind, Zach to reach down and touch me there. In that moment and Zach released my face and grabbed me by the ass cheeks, lifted me up and wrapping my legs around his waist.

  “Zach, what are you doing?” I pleaded up at him, but also couldn’t help letting out a slight giggle.

  “I can’t take much more, Emily I need to be inside you, I need to feel your hot pussy wrapped around my cock. I can’t wait to feel you explode and come all over me. I have thought about this since the first night we met and I have denied us both from it. I can’t deny it anymore. I want to love you so hard that you will feel me for days and remember how good we are together.” Zach carefully laid me down on the bed.

  I extended my arms out to his shirt as he leant over me and started to unbutton it desperately. I couldn’t take it anymore I wanted to touch him and feel his skin on mine. I wanted to run my hands up his back and feel the muscles across his shoulders. I had looked at his chest so many times and longed in my soul to know what it would feel and taste like.

  “Zach, I need to touch you, too. I need to see you and know what you are hiding. I have imagined it every night in my dreams. I tried to tell myself I didn’t deserve this, but I can’t hold back anymore. Take me, all of me and make me yours.” Zach’s pupils darkened and were huge. You could tell he was so turned on that he was hanging on by threads.

  Zach hissed as I finished talking and stood starting to peel his clothes off as fast as he could. I couldn’t take my eyes off his penis when it sprang free from his briefs. I licked my lips with the thought of that strong cock in my mouth and what Zach would taste like. There was hunger in his face and it was time. We were both so worked up that I was not sure it would be slow. I reached up to try to touch him but he shook his head letting me know that he was barely hanging on as well. My touch might end it before we started. “Angel, unless you want me going off like a school boy, let me pleasure you. We have all night, but I want the first time I let go to be inside you.”

  Zach leaned down and slipped his thumbs into the sides of my lace underwear and slowly slid them down my legs, kissing the insides of my thighs on the way. I was holding my breath, the sensation overwhelming. I felt like I was on the edge of a cliff waiting to fall. He was worshiping every part of my body and the tingling that was building in my stomach and below it was starting to reach new heights.

  “Please, Zach, I am not sure if I can last much more.” I was pleading for him to claim me. I wanted him to take me over that edge. It was overwhelming, and I slowly closed my eyes. I didn’t see Zach kneel, but the next thing I felt was his finger trail up my wet slit and rub over swollen my clit. I screamed out with the touch.

  “Shh, angel, breathe and feel. I want to take you to the moon.” I arched my back off the bed as Zach started the ravaging of me. He moaned as his tongue slid up from the bottom to the top lapping up my wetness he had caused just by touching me. As he sucked hard on my clit he pushed a finger inside me and started moving it in and out. That was all it would take for me to lose control.

  “Zaaaccchhhh!” I screamed. My muscles were clenching around his finger while I came so hard all over it. Even when I had touched myself over the years I have never come that hard before. It was the
most amazing feeling I had ever felt. Everything I had been feeling and built up had been released. Zach continued to stroke me while I came down from my orgasm. I slowly opened my eyes to see him above me and smiling down at me. He was stroking my cheek and leant down to kiss me, so much emotion and feeling in one kiss. Looking into my eyes, asking for my permission, I smiled and slightly nodded. Zach slid forward in one movement and sank his cock into me. “Ahhh,” I moaned. Zach was all man and I hadn’t had sex in over five years. My body needed time to adjust. Zach understood as he stopped just looking into my eyes. Slowly, he started to move inside me and I could feel the heat starting to build again. “Oh Zach, you feel amazing,” I whispered as he picked up his intensity. I started to lift my hips to meet his as our bodies became in sync. “You are perfect angel, just perfect,” Zach whispered in my ear.

  With each thrust, Zach pushed further and harder and I was on fire. “Take me, Zach, please”

  “You. Are. Mine. Emily,” Zach said forcefully between thrusts as he gave me all of him. “Always and forever mine. Say it angel. Please tell me you’re finally mine.” He was hanging on by a thread as my second orgasm took over my body. I yelled, “Yours!” Zach let go and filled me to the core with his release as I came all over his cock. With my eyes closed, I rode through my orgasm. I felt Zach try to get his breath under control too. He fell forward onto me and then rolled us over so he was on his back with me laying on his chest. I nuzzled into his body and felt the safest I ever had as he wrapped his arms around me. I was finally home. At that moment, I knew I loved Zach and I had since the first day I met him.

  Zach

  I ran my hand down Emily’s sweaty back as she laid on top of me.

  This was heaven and I was here with my angel. Nothing could be any better than what I was feeling right now. I had just made love to the woman of my dreams and tried to show her how much I wanted her. No woman I had ever been with was like that. Sex had been pleasurable, but nothing like what I had with Emily. It was like we were made to fit together. When we joined, we were one soul. It was so hard to describe, but I know I didn’t want to let her go. I needed to let her know that I want her forever. Her and the kids. I could feel Emily’s heartbeat on my chest and it was starting to slow to a steady rhythm and her breathing came under control. Mine, too, had slowly come back from the height of my arousal.

  I didn’t want to move. I wanted Emily to stay wrapped up in my arms forever. But I knew we needed to talk so we could both be comfortable knowing where we were headed.

  “Are you okay, angel?” I asked gently, continuing to stroke her head that was buried on my shoulder.

  “Mmm, I am more than okay. That doesn’t even begin to describe how wonderful I feel.” Emily rolled and leaned up with her elbows on my chest, looking down into my eyes. “Zach, I never knew it could be like that. The way you touched me and made me feel. It was magical. Is that what it is supposed to be like? Did you feel like that with other women?” The innocence in Emily’s question almost derailed me.

  “Angel, the magic we just felt I have never had with any other woman before you. It just confirmed what we have been circling around for a few weeks. We are meant to be together. The universe had thrown us together and I know you feel that connection just like I do. What we felt is the difference between sex and making love.” I took her face in my hands and lowered it down to me kissing her softly on the lips. Her eyes fluttered closed as she leaned into the kiss. As I broke away, and she slowly looked into my eyes. “From that first touch, I knew it would always be making love with you. It could never be any other way.” Emily lowered her forehead down to mine and we just took a moment to really feel the bond we had just made. I took in a big breath of Emily and let it settle in my lungs, then wrap around my heart. Her essence was touching parts of my heart that had never felt the touch of a woman.

  We were both content laying there together. Emily decided it was time to move and started to slide down to lay beside me with her head on my shoulder. I had been in such a lust-fueled moment that I suddenly froze.

  “Zach, what is wrong. Your body has just gone all tense.” Emily sat up and stared at me.

  “Fuck, Emily, I wasn’t even thinking. I was so out of control and turned on that the only thing I was thinking with was my dick. I am so sorry, Em, but I forgot the condom.”

  Emily sat there looking at me for a moment and smiled at me. “It’s okay, Zach, I am on the pill. I have been since the twins were born. I never wanted to be put in the same position I was after Greg. I love, though, that I had such an effect on you that you completely lost your rational thought.” She had a little giggle to herself.

  “Oh, you think it was funny that you turned me into a sixteen year-old-boy again, totally overwhelmed at the sight of the most beautiful naked woman standing before me. With her eyes telling me to touch her and turn her world upside down. Well I have news for you, angel. Next time I take you, which will before you even get a chance to get up and run, it will last longer than any school boy even dreamed about. And I can guarantee, you will not be giggling at all. The only noise coming out your mouth will be the moaning of my name as I make you come time and time again.” Looking at Emily’s face now, it had changed from her smiling, giggling face to one with a sexy red blush she got on her cheeks as I rubbed my hands on her body.

  “Zach,” her voice was a low groan as I started to move my hands down her back to her ass. She leaned up and rested her forehead on mine and looked at me.

  “We need to talk first. I want nothing more than for you to make love to me again and again, but we really need to talk first.” Her breath was short, and I knew she was aroused. It was taking a lot of strength to hold back from claiming her again, but she was right. We really needed to express what we felt.

  “Are you sure about that, Emily?” I asked as I brought my hand around to between our bodies and started to make my way to her folds. I wanted to pleasure her again and see that post orgasmic smile I had just created. “We have plenty of time to talk later, precious. I want to make you happy again. I want to feel that connection with you that I am craving.” She was starting to melt against me but then at the last minute she pushed up off my chest and grabbed my hand. She was panting with arousal and looking at me, pleading.

  “Zach, please. I need to do this. I need to know where we are going before I can give you my all. Believe me,” she whispered in between pants, “I want to be able to give you every part of me.”

  I was just holding on, trying to reel it back so I could concentrate to talk. My head was getting on board, but my dick was still wanting to continue the party and I couldn’t blame him. I had this stunning woman in my arms and she felt amazing.

  I gritted my teeth and slowly picked up Emily and placed her next to me on the bed. “I understand, Emily, it is okay. I truly do. I want to do that too. The last thing I want to do is make a mistake with you. I want to get this right from the start. Let’s talk and then there will be no more talking tonight. I plan to worship you and make all our steamy dreams a reality. How does that sound?”

  Emily smiled at me with a look of gratitude for slowing it down. “That sounds perfect, Zach, just perfect.”

  I laid Emily down on the pillow next to me, pulling the sheet up around her. There was no way I could concentrate if I was looking at her smooth rounded breasts and brown and pink nipples that were standing up looking for my attention. As I laid my head down on the pillow right next to Emily’s face, I looked at her from a different perspective. Instead of looking at my angel and trying hard to fight my feelings and work out how I was going to stay away, now I saw the happiness in her face at lying here with me. All I wanted to do now was tell her how I felt and work out how I was going to keep her here with me in my bed for the rest of my life. This was not something I thought was going to be short term. Emily was it for me, I knew I wouldn’t ever want anyone else.

  Emily

  I didn’t want this night to ever end.

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nbsp; Zach’s touch felt like nothing I had ever imagined. My heart was soaring, and my soul was so calm and felt that it had connected with Zach’s. They had wrapped around each other and were sealed together. Although we were lying next to each other, there was no distance between our bodies. Zach had so gently lowered me down and covered me to keep me comfortable. He had then reached out and pulled me close, so I was wrapped in his strong arms and my breasts pressed hard against his chest. I could feel the tickle of his chest hairs on my nipples and it was not helping me to stay calm. I reached up and placed my hand in his hair, slowly running my fingers through it. It was almost like Zach was purring under my touch. I knew I needed to talk and open my heart while I had him totally absorbed in my touch.

  It started out as a whisper, but the more I spoke, the stronger my voice became. I had made my mind up about what I wanted, and it was now time to go out and fight for it.

  “Zach, my life has been one that has thrown a lot of challenges at me, but I have never given up. I have always looked to the future and worked out where I wanted to be in life. Usually it was something like just keeping my job or finding a better place to live.”

  “Never have I allowed myself to dream of a fairy tale and a Prince Charming. I didn’t think it was ever in my story…” I paused as the tears came, as much as I tried to hold them back, “…until you.” I stumbled through my emotions. I tried to keep looking into Zach’s eyes, so he stayed with me. I felt his arms pull me tighter to let me know he was with me all the way as I tried to let it all out.

  “You have given me so much and my life has changed to this amazing dream that I worry I am going to wake up from and it will all be gone. The way you have taken the twins into your life. You love and protect them like your own and it fills my heart with so much joy. I know you have a worry about children, but I have kids who just want to be loved and be part of a family. It doesn’t matter if we don’t have anymore. You have given us a family. They already love you, it is so easy to see. You make them feel safe and all their insecurities have disappeared.” I stopped to take a breath and Zach leant forward to kiss my cheek, encouraging me to keep going.