Dear Dawn
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Thank you by the way for the M.O. and stamps. I got em both and want to Thank you sooo much. Ill try to spend only 25 a week., since its gonna be tough now and a bit tight until maybe a new thing can come up to help out. Alright!. . . .
It sucks to ask! I know. I Hate it! . . . So forgive me buddy. But really have no choice but to ask . . .
Love
Aileen
1-26-00
Dear Dawn,
Hello. How ya doin. I see the snows falling big up there. Ahhhh. I wish I was in it . . .
Say ... I finally wrote Steve. There’s just to much bullshit going on here and with the whole system . . . CCR thinks they can FORCE ME into a NEW TRIAL to make Money off of. So I’m Waiving off – and askin Steve for all the Media Coverage he can muster. I also let him know if he’s able to Wheel and deal any of em. 2 is to be sent to you. OK. Funneral help and jazz. Alright!?. While in the meantime I’ll use the waiving off to.... expose the criminal activity going on here . . . Ill be blowin their shit wide open.! . . .
So thats whats up with me and Steve. And I know my decision has probably got your heart beatin a bit and brings ya down. But . . . as serious as things have gotten, there’s really no choice. So please forgive me. If Steve gets things on the ball. I’ll be XD/ within a year. OK . . .
ō yeah!
You asked if they’ve thee electric chair here anymore!. Well what happened is they’ve changed executions to a Choice Now Theres Lethal Injection and the chair for it. As I’ll more then likely go for “Lethal Injection” because your laid out on this table as if your on a cross. Perfect way in my book for me to split in the name of Jesus. And itll be far more easier to die. Because they knock you out first, then this strict nine crap is suppose to mess up your breathing and then shut down your body parts immediately afterwards. So in 1 to 2 minutes its over. Ahhhhhh. Sounds good to me! I’ve got a whole Universe in Jesus Waitin for me. So it’s a serene thought.... Ill see ya in the next flight. Love Aileen,
2-9-2000
Dear Dawn,
. . . I need to once again explain to you about CCR and Nick Broomfield. I HATE them both. And a serious hatred! Alright!. So please if you would quit giving them info over the phone. Just hang up on these son of a bitches . . .
So its like this. Games over state of Florida! . . . And even if I have to get on National T.V. and flat look like a Seriel Killer and claim 1st degree with all 7 even Mallory. Games over! So if the state and prison are trying to likewise drive me crazy in hopes to have me institutionalized the rest of my life . . . Tallahasse. CCR. and all the rest of you S.O.B.s/ You’ll never drive me crazy, and Ill trash shit out left and right in interviews . . .
As for “Nick Broomfield.” I told you Nick used the interview for revenge back at Steve and Arlene for making him pay up on the deal of 10 grand for. Thats why he aired the fanning of the bills and crap. Plus Steve and Arlene “Used Me” no doubt! But had nothing” to do with “Useing the trials for Money” as Nick seemed to portray them 2 as doing ... The ones who used me for bucks and could care less about anything else was – The system itself. “The Cops.” “Judge.” “prosecutors.” “Public defenders.” “Psychologist.” “Witness’s.”
. . . Not Steve and Arlene OK.! Em. Emm. Em.. And to think how much money Nick has made off that fuckin lieing clip! ...
Quit talking to these real low life son of a bitches! . . .
Catch ya in the next flight. Until then,
P.S. My next kite will be about us and life, screx the next.
Love
Aileen
2-10-2000
Dear Dawn,
. . . Happy Valentines to all of ya’s up there. Your mine honey. Come on. Growl. Aileen.
Chhhhhhccccchhhh. ok. ok. ok. Ill quit. Anyway . . . Happy Valentines to ya . . .
OK. Now I’ve got to say it to you one more time!. Please do not appear for their evidentiary hearing in April . . . Andrea here went through 4 . . . and then handed down the sentence back to death again . . .
The only thing their interested in is – Money fame and ladder climbs . . . As the key to ever getting off Death Row . . . I’ve confessed I killed! So there’s no way off ! . . . Jesus spoke about their low life ass’s in the Bible . . . Read up in em in Matthew 23. The whole chapter.
Well I’m gonna close here . . .
See ya then
Aileen,
2-19-2000
Dear Dawn,
. . . Happy Birthday – Dawn. Hope you have a super one up ahead . . . Except watch the wrinkles grow and all sexual urges dissapear. AKKKK! Terrible thought., but shit happens! Chuckle. Chuckle . . .
I just have a few questions to ask [CCR] . . . When they come to visit me last time I addressed the fact to them that . . . others from CCR that have sound off... ought to hand it over to you To help any attorneys working on the case’s . . . Then I ASKED have you’ve read any of it!? Do you have “Sound off” Then the one who looks like he came from Mars said.. “ō yeah. We read parts of it.” I said you really need to go back and read it . . . He then said. “What do you mean!?.” I said., Well I strongly feel that the Cops knew who I was “Way before” I was ever even arrested. Having created me “into” the first female Seriel Killer for a mess of reasons . . . He then said next. “ō really., I never even heard of this one before. This is the first I’ve ever heard of this.
Man!. What a bunch of phonies!. And remember this flat liar just got done telling me he read “parts of” sound off...
For the last 9 years they should have been investigating “The Possibilities.” Geeeez!. Crazy son of a bitches! . . .
Until next flight in. Love Aileen,
3-2-2000
Dear Dawn,
Happy Birthday Buddy!
. . . I’m wishing ya the very best of one. Hopin you have a real sweet 44. And in my minds eye of wishful thinkin Ive bought you this huge wedding like cake for all of ya’s to celebrate with. As well as, a huge drum of ice cream. With balloons and ribbons everywhere to give off that party look., as a bundle of gifts from thee ol’ buddy here lie beside the huge cake with 44 candles and everybody else’s. Of-course with cool wrapping from me, as the candles are now blown out and were all celebrating away to some good ol’ time music and you finally get to my presents for your big 44th . . .
And anything else I could get for ya – It’d be “On the spot” with a salute honey. Full of hugs and kisses. (Military salute dear. / Not the finger. Thats given only to the system . . . ) And I’d give you the world if I could!. Every single bit of it in good if I could. Your loved, . . . . . Dearly by Me. Good Buddy! So! Happy Birthday! PARTY DOWN! 4 44. . .
Love
Aileen
3-2-2000
Dear Dawn,
. . . Say.... I’ve been meaning to tell you by the way., that if you were Sophenaed you’d have to show or they’d put a bench warrent out on you and have you then sequestured in a motel until the hearings over. So yeah., your idea is an excellent one alright!. But I’ve got one too! . . . The idea then would be to give only negative info in the testimony box. Yet not so as your helping the state either!. But instead – info like this . . . , I cant recall to much of our Childhood together. (We spent only about a year together in it. And in that year it was seldom that we partied together.) And the other gig would be to “MAKE SURE” you say you havent any recollection of any RAPES I ever said I ever endured. And if there were any., that’d be her buisness to discuss on. Not mine! Because its to., Private!.. and strickly her personnel buisness. So you’ll have to get any of that from her herself. As I havent much recollection on weather she said she was or not. OK.
The reason. . . .
I’m tired. Totally fed up to with the using of me. . . So what Im going to do is go ahead and get the media out here and start doin some filming – as being everything in 7 counts of first degree Murder and 7 counts of Robbery.. so I can “HALT” all stays and warrents and proceed with the X to then head off to oz!. and my lord I so “
DEARLY LOVE” . . . I’ll miss you Dawn. And a few others! But I HATE this world. I’d perferr to leave it . . .
Well let me go ahead an head on out . . .
Happy Birthday
Dawn!.
Love
Aileen
Party Down Man. And get it while ya can!
Ha Ha.
3-5-2000
Dear Dawn,
. . . Man. Channel 6 had a terrible helicopter accident out here thats called sky 6. the crew I’ve been watching for years . . . SAD! . . .
I couldnt believe how cold people were in discribing what they saw before the crash!. Laughing, chuckling, smiling. Man. I killed 7 people and still have never thought so callous over their deaths! Matter of fact now that its all over! Ironically I think I’m the only one who cares about those guys deaths! As the cops could careless cause they let me kill em. And the rest either! . . . The worlds gone MAD . . .
Say you didn’t need to get teary eye’d for my Birthday Buddy! I did alright and relaxed. Its not that bad here! I’m just pissed off with the Knowledge as to how and why they’ve got my room rigged. Using a raped Women with pure disregard for ANYTHING concerning truth . . . So NOW BECAUSE OF THE MANIAC COVERT bull they’ve BEEN RUNNING ME THROUGH WITH I HAVE TO SET UP MY ASS WITH THE MEDIA AND CUT THE BULL BY USE OF A RUSE TO boost THE SIGNING OF ANY DEATH WARRENTS FOR ME A.S.A.P. AND HALT THIS INSANITY OR ANY FURTHER USE OF ME IN ANY WAY ON THESE CASE’S. CAUSE THATS ALL THEIR DOING!
As thats why this room is rigged up . . . But Ive got that taken care of with my own method of blocking it!.179 Ahhhh! And may I say I’m in 2nd heaven now
that I have! Ha. Ha. So let them turn on their covert crap, its Non effective to me anymore! Ha Ha. Ha Ha. Ha . . .
Anyway!. . . . I’m OK! Because I’m TOUGH. Should have a Lions Manne and Leopards spots. Cause this cool cool kitty from Detriot City. can take most anything! The reason! THE ROAD. Taught me to Mentally muscle it all. So I do and can. Therefore sis. (as I pat your back and start holding you around the shoulder walkin and talkin.) “Dont Worry!.” I’ll be alright!. I’ve got em beat with the way I can Block em Out
Ha Ha Ha
. . . all that “Matters” “NOW” is to prepare for that Spiritually and give the info needed before I go., Besides all my good-bye’s.
Now sign my warrent . . . thank you. Geeeeeez! What took ya so long!....
Ill catch you in the next kite, and start keeping my rap on you and God. All of which I only want to be in heart, mind and soul. OK.
So, Until then,
Love ya Sis
Buddy
Aileen,
P.S. One more time...... Happy Birthday! sis!.
3-21-2000
Dear Dawn,
hi Buddy!. and I know that your my one and only sister! [Lori] wrote me! . . . She’s full of bitterness . . . So much has happened. And although she’s., Happy NOW., but defenetly without any religious faith., I’m not in the market to break this content she’s in . . . She’s happy. So. I’ll just write her a long kite to., have and behold and remember anything of me by in quietly and as kindly as I possibly say.... Goodbye. / In the meantime explaining how the Cops made up the Family abuse crap, and the system assist in its cover, useing it throughout the courts etc . . .
Man. I just got done re-reading Lori’s letter and done cried my eyes out. You know I’m gonna have to spend a bit of time with her to properly say my goodbyes . . . But remember this too! You’ll always be the Real sister I really never had. Because Lori never was . . . So—Thanks Dawn so very much for filling up that huge gap in my heart Lori left me with. Your a sweet heart....
No buddy. I cant believe Keith would of been 45. Or Ducky. or US !. I cant believe were 44!. And that I’m about to be executed. All is ... WOW!. For sure. But I feel like 25. And could care less about the X . . . But if we NEVER see each other again This . . . I’ll regret. God knows I love ya Buddy! Got to be together again. So pleeeeese lord, above, let us be!....
Love ya Buddy,
Aileen
3-27-2000
Dear Dawn,
Hello. How ya doin buddy!? . . .
Say I need to fill you in on something I’m up to now . . .
I’ve sent a quick formal letter to that chick from Court T.V. and told her she needs to throw the film she did of me out, cause of my religious beliefs and want to come clean. As that’ll be “The Ruse” Ill use to wipe out self defense and get the spot lights goin on this gig I want to start spreading ALL OVER THE WORLD . . . Yet I havent heard from her yet! AND you’d surely think I would with such “INFO EXPOSED”. So I’m wondering if she even recieved the letter! Would you call her and find out.? please.
Then I sent another one to Claire Metz of . . Channel 2 out of Orlando. As well as “Date line.” Yet no response yet! And lastly merely told Nick Broomfield. But also let him know I’ll never allow him to ever interview me ever again!. Because of what he did with the 1st one. So you probably wont hear from him anymore. Chuckle. Chuckle ... Man. Dawn. Seriously I need help on this . . . So please if you will. Try these 2 numbers . . . And no sweet sis. I havent lost my mind. Matter of fact! I’ve got it back.
So until next time,
Cheer up buddy.
It’s the best way
to go. That is
do it in the name of
Jesus.
Right on!
Love
Aileen
4-24-2000
Dear Dawn,
. . . So Lori recieved the letter., good! But I cant believe she said she couldnt understand it. God. . . . she “is” stupid! “Big time!.” I always thought she was. She just lacks experience and is just a dumb little pampered—“lost puppy.” ō well! Thanks for calling her. I dont believe she’ll be writting much either. Her hearts not into it . . . just am glad to hear she’s . . . , happy and all. Now I can rest to my X with knowing this good. good. good. good. So back to her world she can go and forget about me. I was only curious—anyway!....
Whats this! Gas is a 1.73 a gallon now!. Man. I can remember when it was 19 cents and a loaf of bread 25, .30. It’s the Government. And I feel its more than likely Mafia run. So then its all about greed off the people. Sickly insane, as the world then goes to pot. Em Em Emm. Pitiful., isnt it.... hey. . . I hear you on Elian gettin it all! But ā the honey is sweet so he deserves it. Isnt he cute too . . .
I also heard on his Mother the day Elian was pulled from the ocean, that the ones who made it and didnt die recall his Mother clinging to a tire tube herself. And the other who was in the tire tube as she clung to it was asked by Elians Mother. . . . . , Where Elian was. The one sittin in the tube said. I think Elian drowned. This broke her heart so bad she let go of the tube and allowed herself to drown to. / Now if this is a rumor!. I dont know. I just remember it the News Coppin this info—so aired it. if it’s true how sad. Em. Em. Em . . .
Well,
Until next time
Dont forget your
Veggies!
Chuckle,
Love
Aileen
4-28-2000
Dear Dawn,
. . . It isnt us here at B.C.i . But I think Death Row somewhere went on a hunger strike because the insane administration tried to change rules to crazy and put an end to contact visits. Yet Anna had a visit yesterday and it was (contact)... Ever since Jeb Bush came in—things have been screwing up! “Illegally!.” . . .
And thanks buddy for helping me out with the evidentiary hearing. Such as in area’s of school. Your my witness for Sanity. Thanks alot!. But I still feel your unsure about my parents with me or any of us. Dawn! For real., my parents were real decent. Came from the early 1900s/ like 1902 and stuff. So they were raised by the way day of things! With sex is sinful and should be kept in the closets and jazz ...
And thanks for not saying anything to the judge on 7 an 7.180 Its my gig, so it should just strickly be up to me . . .
Well, time to sign off . . . Love Aileen,
Dear Dawn,
Bob181 died! Before your Mom!? How!? I cant believe this! The Cancer was THAT BAD! How long did he have it!? Man. Im in disbelief . . . I pray he died in Christ . . .
Your poor Mom. She must be going out of her mind. And whats she gonna do!?.... And funnerals are so expensive today!. How on earth will ya be able to pay it!? . . . Man am I ever sorry Dawn. I wish to God I could help you with ANYTHING! Anything at all!
Say . . . maybe I can cheer ya up with some God stuff. National Geographic sent me this poster of a 3 Demensional Computer enhanced pic of the Universe.
. . . the blackness of our Universe is no other then thee “Abyss” the Lord spoke of within revelations. While my 2nd thought was what if then that past “the funnel” mass of stars and blackness is “Where the actual Kingdom of God is.” and purhaps then why theres been so many claims in any near death experiences they experienced., had a feeling as if they were in a Tunnel with a bright light noticed at the end of it. Because the light of all the Kingdom of God is “Outside” the funnel’s shape. Leaving us with only night and day within this cyclone space were in As god referrs himself in the Bible to being – full of light etc. So where god is . . . , truely darkness cannot exist “Whatsoever!.” . . .
Well. I hope it was interesting . . .
Again . . . before I close. I am deeply sorry Bob died. Did he die in belief of Jesus.
Until next time
Love
Aileen,
5-12-2000
Dear Dawn,
. . . Everytime I drift into God, there I go, I’m off to “What Ifs” . . . as I’ve yet another one. Feel up to it!? ...
Lets say I hit it on the head of the nail again that Earth is infact . . . Hell . . . And as I think on these lines of my – What If., What also runs through my mind is how the Holy Spirit is referred to in the Bible as partially lifted from this world in the last of days . . . (As I then see) like the flick of Independance Day. Gods power of glory coming down from the sky with 1000s/ in legions of smaller ships cruising throughout all of earth to put all things to his final finnish. Being thee end. And so there you have it. My big . . . “What If” Ha Ha Ha. And then to think. What if I’m right! Woe Ā!?. Ha. Ha. Chuckle. Chuckle. Chuckle.