Dear Dawn

by Aileen Wuornos

  Well Dawn . . . I pray you find some type of peace regardless. I am truely sorry you suffered his loss. And take care sis. I love you all.,

  So very Much

  4-now

  Aileen,

  5-15-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Say. I was gettin to thinkin by the way . . . always worried about you guys being in debt of some sort. About Nicks offer for an interview. As much as I dispise the jerk.

  You see I’d allow one only if hed give you 6 up front first. Cant be any other way. 6 up front first – then make arrangements after you’ve got it in your mits . . . If he’s interested. OK.

  Well let me go ahead an close here. My darn wrist is actin up again . . .

  Eat your Veggies!

  Ha Ha Ha

  Love Aileen,

  5-26-2000

  Friday.

  Dear Dawn,

  Ha. Ha. Ha. I can’t believe this letter!... That the interview went well!. I should of looked a wreck!. Does it show me saying my 7 an 7 gig? I mean after all that is the only reason I even did a dam thing. I also can’t believe the clips are full of smiles. Hum . . .

  I hope it hits 190 countries..

  And Thank you for the compliments. Good to hear it. That I didn’t do to bad. Good Good Good Good Good but thats Court t.v.! I hear Channel 2 went awful. Got a computer!? Log on to HttP://WWW.WESH.COM/ORL/NEWS/STORIES/NEWS200511-004859.HTML182 Dialogue with a serial killer Claire Metz interviews Aileen Wuornos in prison. (punch that in) I heard the whole interview is aired across the net. “World-Wide” and that I look like shit—according to Kori .183 Of-course coming from CCR its more then likely a bunch of bull. Only because they hate the fact that I’m doing this. So are probably lieing . . . I hope there is a way you can log on and find out for me . . . Get the truth out. Plus the Cops and system. Then Xecute me all you want!. Bleeeeeeee I dont care anymore now!....

  By the way, if you know anybody who has a computer, you could sell out. “Artwork or any publications material.” So you may want to check into this. Sounds like an awful good place to start, since the info’s World-Wide. OK. . . .

  Now back to you and your family. Hows your Mom and Dave doing now!?. Man. I am soooo soooo sorry . . . And then to think how behind you are and bad off, yet you still send me an M.O. You are absolutely a good soul . . . but if you really cannot afford it. Let me know. I’ll see if someone else can help. OK. Meanwhile . . . EmmmMMmmmph!....

  Well let me catch ya in the next flight . . .

  Love

  Aileen

  6-4-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  And I hope your all doing really good...

  I’m still amazed how you can write away even when things are really down and out. And boy do I appreciate it. I Love you so much!. And because I do, I do know Dawn how hard its gonna be the day I depart for good and you wont hear from me anymore. Man. . . how well I know it will be!.... just know Im with Jesus . . .

  You know Bob Hopes about to go!. He hospitalized for something right now. 97. Wow! Ā. I remember as a kid. Around 16½ 17. Hitchhikin infront of his place, there off of I think . . . highway 15., in Palmsprings. And there was this Super X it was called . . . shopping center. Which when I stepped in to get somethin, the clerks said I just missed Lucial Ball. (Man. however her names spelt.) That she was checkin her out not 5 minutes ago!. Then as I hitchhiked in front of Hopes house that looked like a huge Silver covered dome., I swore I wit Phillis Diller passing by me in a White Corvette. So that was a trip. Hope was probably havin a party./ All and all.... I know how hard its gonna be on ya. But pleeeeeeeese get over it quick and move on when it does., because I’ll be doing REAL GOOD in God. OK!? I really hope you’ll be able to do that . . .

  4-now Love Aileen,

  7-6-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Ha. Ha. I’m at the point now in one of your kites about cleanin the house and running into some old clothes at least 20 years old now and might just be back in style today. Ha. Ha. for real.

  Have you seen the tight tie die shirts or the hip huggin bell bottoms they have out today ... if I was out shopping with ya, I’d be pickin up some of those stone wash straight legged jeans with the studs on em. As well as some T-shirts with Zips or pull overs. Definetly cool lookin in my book . . .

  I can see ya now. Just as clear as day at 15 with your Old hip hugger black bell bottoms., and pull over halter tops you loved to wear. Black hair down your back with your muscle bound look, always challenging someone to arm wrestle at the kitchen table, while the music played away in that small living room you guys had. Sneeking the cigs and booze and partying up there whenever your parents went away.

  I remember how bad I wanted those black jeans and how bad you wanted my brown fringe raw hide belt. I think we eventually wound up trading off. Chuckle. Chuckle . . .

  /Love Aileen,

  7-9-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  I say, hows it goin buddy!?. So Darlene184 plants about 20 feet now, with 18 vines. Wow! . . . Pictures!. I need Pictures Dawn!. And of Daves garden too. OK!?.

  . . . strawberries. Emm. Sounds good. Havent had Lovely strawberries since I was 6 or 7 . . . So its been a long time since I’ve eatin strawberries. And when we were kids we tried to smoke the rotted vines. It worked a little. You could get a puff or 2. But we started early with cigerrettes – so continued to rip em off from whom ever or where ever – we ever could. As for having put out for any. No way. And whoever made that one up is CRAZY. period. Anyway, . . . Kid days ! Ahhhh. They were so Heavenly.... So ya found a bag of coins. To bad it was’nt gold! . . .

  I remember when Ty was working at the Laundry Mat back in Daytona – year of either 86 or 87 and wound up finding a whole slew of coins behind one of the washers. By the time I arrived there . . . she was wrapping up the last roll of a 125 bucks. So since no buddy knew it ever was back there, I thought for sure, that day I could take off and not have to hussel then. Yet, low and behold and one of the reasons I loved her so – was for her down to earth ways and honesty, she gave all the quarters back to the Managers. And mind you – we were flat outta food and behind in rent. Days away that we also would’nt know – from being evicted. And then of all things. Regardless of that kind act she did in all honesty was fired by the Managers in claims of “Stealing from them” I couldnt believe it . . . She was a good honest worker. While I think they fired her because of 2 things. We were lesbians., and she would smoke pot in the place once in a while. As I kept telling her it was a bad idea. Yet she’d do it anyhow. So. Em. Em. Em. To bad A!? . . .

  And Dawn . . . ya didnt tell me if Dave was fired, quit!. or just off from work from work for surgery. Lord., I KNOW YOUR IN A WHIRL OF WORRY NOW . . .

  To bad ya didnt put 20 bucks a week in the bank for the last 22 years or so of your marriage. If you had of you’d of had around 21,000 to work with now under such a critical emergency, yet, you could still start savin. And spread the word to the rest of your family as a good idea . . .

  Well let me go ahead and sign off here . . .

  Love

  Aileen,

  7-23-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . I do want you to know that there’s no close friendship as far as contact has ever been with Mary Beth185 an me. Ive “Only” done interviews with her. period. So why you both talk to each other is beyond me . . . I dont want you discussing “Me” over the phone “too Anybody!” . . . this info to others has to stop. Cause they can just steal away it all for there own book! Get it! Geeeeez!!! I’ve got to train you in the art of buisness! . . . Quit being so “Easy” “for info” to ANYONE!.” So play it smart . . . Geeeez.

  Say an early Doc appointment in . . . Rochester!. Man how far do you live from there!?. You know ō Troy is only 5 more miles – south. Feel like stopping by for some flicks on ol’ Cadmus!? If so. Please get the 2 house’s beside mine snapped, and then the house’s acrost the street from mine snapped ... Besides . . . One of Heidi. One of Jack.... Ill
send em back . . . All of ya’s I miss ya – sis!. . . .

  So as I wrap this one up., have a bunch of hugs EMMMMMMMMMM-MMMMph EmmMMMMMMMMMMMph. EmmMMMMMMMMph and Kisses XXXXXXXXX OK OK Aileen thats enough! Bluuu Bluuu Bluu. Dawn. They were just on the forehead!. OK . . .

  Love Aileen,

  8-25-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  Hello. And sure hope your doing good ...

  Ill be possibly useing [Arlene] to waive off the remaider of my appeals too. (so I can get executed sooner) But thats all it is . . . is useing her, while I try to get back 15 grand she took outta my life . . .

  ō yeah, that reminds me! I need to tell you something I overheard! Boy ō Boy ō Boy ō Boy . . . . . . . . Its about.. Executions.

  I overheard and very clearly (Mind ya) a group of staff in the middle of the night talking about executions and “Lethal Ones” being Mocked. And after a fake death is done having put the inmate under a Medical Comatose are then sending the prisoners to Government Underworld Labortories to be genuine pigged on. As I then heard there Labortories are hid in Mountains, (or) in Underground Tunnels (such as hanger 57 in Las Vegas) (or) Oil rigs that are stationed out in the ocean. Useing the prisoners then for Bio Chemical research (or) Cancer (or)

  alziemers (or) other desease’s. And is how DNA was discovered as well as other Medical discoveries., such as Aids. Evil!. So I’m going to go ahead and except the Chair for execution instead of Lethal injection ... I’m going to contact the Media all over hell too . . . So if ya start hearing about it over the news at all you know whose exposing this insanity . . . I told ya I think I figured out why – When Jesus died on the cross said as he departed. “Father., forgive them., for they know not what they do.” was because he was referring to their “INSANITY” Completely insane. Obviously! Em. Em. Em. Em. Em . . .

  Anyway buddy, I know you’ll stick beside me to thee end. And I Love you dearly Dawn . . . My only true friend . . .

  Arlene is only being used. But you “NEVER!” I sincerely love ya Dawn . . .

  4-now

  Love

  Aileen

  9-11-00

  Dear Dawn,

  Hello buddy!. I know ya missed me last week. Sorry, but I do need to catch up here with some things. This depo on Jacky186 is gonna take some time just to get every bit of her bull connected around her answer ...

  . . . if you would I do need 2 things copied and then sent in a Manilla Envelope to me. (If you’ve the time and would’nt mind.) And thats a couple of Ty’s letters copied out and all of sound off. I need the letters to check handwritting. Roberts looks simuliar to Ty’s., Arlene’s husband, so wondering whats going on here . . .

  Dave on Medicine.! . . . Slipped disc is a Slipped disc!. He really needs to go for the surgery. Medicine isnt going to put it back in place!.... I KA RUM BA. MOMMA MEA GEEEZ. OK. OK. I’ll quit. But know that I DO CARE!. AND iT GOES FOR ALL OF YA . . .

  They dont like me here. But they may well wind up hatin me more once a New Attorney comes in. Arlene and Robert are willing to help me – finally on one. So. We’ll see if that comes through or not!....

  Well let me go ahead and give you a hug. EmMMmMMmMMph. Ill catch ya in the next Kite. Okee Doke.

  So . . . Until then,

  Take good care of yourself

  and dont forget your Mosquitto repellant.

  Chhhcccchhhhhhccch

  Ha. Ha.

  Love Aileen,

  10-2-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Kittens. Now you and I both know thats the last thing ya need!. You’ve had to much of a heart ache in the loss of so many animals. If I were you. Here Kitty, Kitty . . . . . “FOR SALE” anybody want one!. 50 cents a piece. Ha. Ha. Its just to hard to handle when they die. I remember ty accidentally stepping on one of Zypher’s kitties she had . . . Crushed its skull in – yet it was still alive. Lord. Saddist thing to wit and then have to do next., as I grabbed it and then ran to the bathroom – only to next quickly fill the sink up with water and drown it – to put it out of its Misery. Lord it was sad!. . . . I cried my living eye’s out on that one too for days!. Broke my heart all to hell., their so precious and cute as can be . . .

  Well. let me go ahead and sign off here . . . Ill get back with you as soon as I can.

  4-now

  Love

  Aileen

  10-14-00

  Dear Dawn,

  OK I’m back. Sorry, but I really need to get stuff out to CCR. You see – Next year there’s going to be a hearing on the book and movie deals the cops were involved in – and so I’ve got to get this New Crew to understand how it all began and how it was all – so covered up OK!.

  Then all of that becomes – “Public Record.” So if theirs any slip up during questioning of any – it’ll all be – “Recorded” for all the world to obtain and “study off of” – regardless if there’s not enough evidence to convict “The Cops” Jacky or anybody with anything!. It would still “Air” suspicion enough to “Wake Society up” . . .

  AwwwwwwDawn.

  What Aili

  Well the biz of ya going through the tons of Letters of mine and what happens if ya start rek-reading em. Awwwwww . . . I Love the heck outta ya too. Feel like a Movie!?.

  Aili

  OK. OK. I’ll quit. I’ll quit.

  Chhhhhcccchhhh – just could’nt resist. But no more cryin. Cheeeeer uuup Buudddy! . . .

  Until next Time.

  Stay Cool Love Aileen

  10-14-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  Hi Buddy! I’m back for another round. Lets see how about a pina colata. Emm ... now that sounds good . . .

  I’ve found out I wont need a private attorney or anything after all! There’s a New Federal Ruleing out now – that any Death Row inmate who wishes to waive off there appeals and push CCR outta there face in harassing to try to block, only need write the court judge preciding the case and request so. 45 days later they’ll be XD/. The recent Death Row inmate here in Florida did this and 45 days later was executed . . . And so – need I tell you this is good news to me!. . . .

  Say., I tell ya – the way Isreal and Palestine is going at each other now., Well I wouldn’t be surprized if the chariots of God were’nt on their way! Its really getting close to Matthew 24s/ chap. Man.

  Then this, Election!. Makes me sick how stupid the people are around America to even want to vote for Bush!. Cant they see the Man’s ½ Communist ½ American! Geeeez!. And should a War break out and a need to negotiate with world leaders Bush has no experience in! ... yet – Gore’s got 24 years in of doing this . . . Needless to say, Ive been left then Awestruck and Flabbergasted at Societys – ignorance during this round of Elections . . .

  Well let me go ahead and close here. Back to Jacky’s depo I go . . . Keep your Spirits up as best as ya can ... Love Aileen

  10-30-2000

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . What I am going to send you will be the end of the info biz on this stuff.187 . . And I need to Thank You for being so patient on all of this, While knowing everything you have could very well be Auctioned off, but if I were you – instead I’d look for a publisher who’d work on all the Material like a journalist to get the truth out. Otherwise it’d more then likely be distorted . . . in the future should this happen. O Well – Dawn – you did your best . . .

  I’ll see if I can send it over to CCR and have Kori then send it to you all in one priority package for safe keeping. Otherwise I’ll send it in pieces out each week. Cause there’s about 600 pages alright . . .

  Say . . . did you by chance get to see last weeks ghost stories on T.V. . . . They had alot of sightings on “Energy.” Be that from dots – to these base-ball size ones., to just huge Mass’s. And after having wit this, Man, I’ve come up with another thought on God.

  I’m betting then that if you die in your sins without God in Salvation, that you’ll then remain only this energy mass (of thought) Without a body—until Judgment Day.

  . . . all souls t
hat will die under such destruction, besides the ones who’ve already have, will then be forced to exist as such—eternally upon the plain . . . throughout the ruins. Such as Mars. Jupiter, and Pluto.

  I hope you can get what I’m saying here . . .

  And so purhaps this is what happened with Mars. Jupiter, and Pluto—etc. Was once inhabited with Angels—fell with Lucifer ... as the angels spirits roam those planets in their energy form . . . stuck on these plains—disembodied forever upon., for eternal punishment. Its an eerie thought., but since its Halloween., thought to give it to you then.

  . . . Time to.... straighten up for me., and prepare for the Lord. Royal!.... Well let me close this letter up . . . Take gōōōōōōd Care.

  And dont forget the Steak!

  Ha Ha Ha

  Love

  Aileen

  11-8-00

  Dear Dawn,

  Hi.. . .

  I recieved your letters on Court T.V. and visit feelings . . . I need to ask you if they aired 7 an 7, and if I’m sitting behind the glass during it!?. Remember it is the only reason I even did the interview. So let me know OK!?.

  On Visiting me before I die. Well Dawn, I know all of what your saying and feeling, butttt to be honest with you I dont think you’ll ever get in. I need to remind you “only family members”. But dont worry—because I’m not even going to allow Arlene to see me!. I’m going to go out. “Alone” . . . And it wont bother me in the “least” if I do. I came in this World alone and so I’ll go out as so. I really needn’t be comforted in this thing. I’ve got Jesus to help me through and do that . . . I know when I am XD/ you’ll be waiting out there (to do whatever you’ll need to do) to come and get me—in death to ashes. Yet if for some reason you run into trouble “Monatorially lets say” and you just could’nt. Even then . . . dont ever let it eat you up. Cause this (is) just a shell . . . I’m no longer in their power—but Gods. Safe, sound, and ō so happy . . .