But things were far from over. Gary’s mouth continued to suckle at my breast. He drew my nipple and the areola into his mouth, sucking hard on it and biting down on the nipple ever so gently with his teeth. The slight pain was a huge turn on. I loved to see how much he was worshipping my large breasts, which I usually saw as a burden. Men had always loved the double D magnificence I’d been blessed with.
Gary pulled his fingers out of me and then sucked them dry once more. “Was that good for you?”
“Oh, fuck…yes…”I said.
“Good. Because, we are just getting started.”
Gary stood up off the bed. I could now see his beautiful, ripped, shredded body standing there on display for me. He wrapped his muscular hand around his long, throbbing cock and stroked it for me to see. His eyes were boring right into mine. I dropped my gaze to focus on his hard prick and the way he was beating it hard, almost abusively. He was biting his lips, that hungry look in his eyes. Fuck, I needed him…
“Finger yourself,” Gary said. “Let me see you finger that pussy for me… show me how bad you want this hard cock inside of you. How bad do you need it…?”
“Fuck…” I said. I was still so sensitive after coming, but I did as he ordered and I plunged my fingers deep inside my wet, sopping, pussy and began to finger myself. It felt incredible, but almost painful due to the overload of sensation. I wasn’t sure what would happen if I continued, but I did it trying to keep up with his own furious masturbation. “I need it… baby, I want that cock inside of me… please let me have it…”
Gary walked over towards the bed still beating his cock hard in his hand. He crawled between my legs and then pushed all ten inches of his epic girth inside of me. “Fuck!” I gasped. He was so thick and long. My pussy tried to spread fast enough, but he was too zealous and he slipped past all of my defenses until he was all the way inside. The mixture of pleasure and pain made my head spin with beauty. There was nothing in the world that had ever been more pleasurable than this. Yes, this moment was where I needed to be. I’d been craving it ever since my eyes had beheld this magnificent man. And now I was his. He was mine. We were one. And he was going to take me to heights of pleasure and fantasy I’d only dreamt of.
I hiked my legs up and planted my feet on his hips as he galloped along inside of me, plunging his hard prick inside my tightening, wet pussy. It felt so good. Every single synapse in my brain was alight with pleasure as explosion after explosion of perfection skyrocketed through my body circuitry to bring me ever closer to yet another epic orgasm. Oh, I was going to come hard on his sweet, delicious prick so soon… I could feel it rising within me again. I’d never come so good, so soon, so fast, but today would be one I would remember forever.
“You are so tight,” Gary said. His voice was breathy, barely above a whisper as he grunted and thrusted his hard cock inside of me. His hips were sweaty and my feet kept slipping, but I loved being beneath him. I could see how much his eyes wanted to watch me. He was in charge and he was going to give us both the pleasure that we’d been chasing for so long.
He grabbed my ankles and placed my feet up over his shoulders just then as he pulled me even closer to him. He pounded his sweet cock harder into my aching pussy. I felt like I was going to break apart at the seams with another mind altering orgasm at any moment. I held on tightly as he pounded me with every single drop of energy left within him.
“Give it to me,” I said grunting through gritted teeth. “Do you like that pussy? Is that your pussy? You gonna make it yours? How much are you going to destroy it? Come hard for me, baby… give it all to me!”
I was shifting into another gear in my mind where nothing really made sense. I could think of nothing but the pleasure. I wanted nothing else on the face of the earth for all time except for the release of this powerful orgasm.
“Fuck yeah!” Gary yelled.
A moment later I felt his cock growing to its maximum girth and length and then it began to tremble inside of me. A second later he orgasmed, projecting his entire built up load inside of me.
“Fuck!” Gary screamed, the tail end of the scream turning into a grunt of total tension and disbelief. Every single muscle in his body was screaming to leave his body and burst through his skin. It was all on high alert, fully tense.
A moment later I felt my own body go as a huge orgasm twisted through my center and tore out of me with beautiful precision. I could not breathe. I could barely think. The fact that Gary’s cock was still inside of me was perfect. I could barely hold on as he continued to fuck me to wring the last bit of his own climax dry.
My body shuddered from head to toe as I began to collapse with the sweetness in my own mind and slowly I came back to reality. My body was wrecked from the onslaught of our passion and my breathing was labored.
I opened my eyes just then. The ceiling loomed above me, staring down at me. I was on the floor. I could feel that I was covered with sweat as the air conditioning rained its cool breeze down on my clammy skin. I quickly stood up and stared around my bedroom.
There was no one else there. What…?
“Gary?” I asked quietly. No answer. Only my voice in the silent, empty room.
How did this happen? I was having the most amazing experience of my life… but it was all a dream! That couldn’t be possible. Surely not.
No… but as I glanced around my empty bedroom, I knew that it was the truth. What in the world was happening to me?
I had an amazing time with Gary at the bowling alley. We’d almost kissed. I wanted to so badly. And I wanted him in my bed. I needed his touch. I needed him to know what I could do to him. It looked so beautiful and perfect.
I needed something good in my life. But all I had was my work. And every day when I was at work, I saw Gary. And I would from now on be reminded of this dream every single time.
How soon until this dream became a reality? How soon until the two of us became one? It was bound to happen. There just couldn’t be any other way.
I laid back down in bed and hugged myself until I fell back to sleep.
Chapter Seven
Gary
I pulled into work feeling exhausted. I’d hardly slept last night. After that almost kiss I’d shared with Shelly, I had been too wired to rest properly. I kept having issues staying asleep. I’d doze off for about an hour and then I’d be wide awake again, almost as if I couldn’t get into that restful, deep sleep state. I was too anxious.
Shelly was amazing. I knew that I was falling for her already. We had the most wonderful time together. It was like we were supposed to find each other and be there for one another, but the stupid bureaucrats at the top who ran our unit had seen fit in their infinite wisdom to ban such a thing. It sounded like some crazy, dystopian future world at times. Who were they to tell people who they could and could not be with?
It was their company and we just worked there, so technically they could do what they wanted, but it was absurd. I was sure that there were other relationships going on, but no one was going to come forward and talk about it, even in a hush-hush way if you asked them. They were all too scared. The only reason I was keeping my feelings about Shelly a secret was for her, to protect her. She wanted to keep her new job and she was just trying to get established.
I had the feeling that Shelly was running from something. I wasn’t sure what, but I could tell that there was something disturbing in her past that scared her. I wished I could find out more, but as of now I had to take things slow with her. I didn’t know if she’d ever let me get close enough for us to really be together, but maybe we might get close enough to be good friends at least.
No, that wasn’t right. I didn’t think I could ever be just friends with her. The more time I spent around her, the crazier I became to touch her and hold her in my arms. I longed so badly for her lips to touch mine. Just one kiss… that was all I needed to get me through this day.
I took a deep breath and tried to get myself under control as I entere
d the fire station. I greeted a few members of the crew and headed to my locker to set some stuff down. This was going to be a long day. I knew it. There was just something in the air as I entered the building that made everything seem different.
Maybe it was because Shelly and I had almost kissed. But more importantly, we had basically agreed that there was a strong attraction between us. Shelly said “We can’t”. She did not say, “No. I don’t feel that way.”
I could tell she had almost allowed it to happen. She was leaning in during that kiss. It was only at the last second that she pulled back and told me that we couldn’t do it.
“Hey, man,” Max said as I entered the breakroom. I grabbed a cup and filled it with some coffee. I sipped it slowly, enjoying the aroma and flavor of the bitter, black liquid. I loved my morning coffee and for whatever reason the coffee at the station was the best coffee I could find.
“Hey,” I replied as I sat down. “How’s it going?”
“Great,” he replied. “You bowled awesome last night, by the way. That was an epic win.”
“Yeah, we all had a pretty good night.”
“Did you stay after or something?”
I was confused by the question. What was he getting at? “Why?”
“Well, I was in the parking lot on the phone with Erica for a few minutes while I had a smoke and I didn’t see you come out of the bowling alley. I was going to ask you if you could help me out this coming weekend.”
“Oh. Yeah, I stayed behind to have another beer. I saw an old friend of mine at the bar and we caught up for a bit. What do you need my help with?”
“I’m cleaning out the garage for a sale. That’s what Erica was harping at me about on the phone. She wants everything set up for Saturday morning, so we can get the early bird yard sale shoppers.”
I laughed. “Ok. So, you need me to help out with that on Friday? No problem. I can help you get set up Friday after work.”
“Sweet,” he said. “Thanks.”
“But you owe me a pizza and a six pack.”
“What? You do nothing for free, do you?”
“No, I don’t,” I laughed.
“Fine. I’ll hook you up.”
“Thanks.”
I sighed easy. I had dodged a bit of a bullet. If any of the guys had come back inside for any reason they would have seen me and Shelly getting very friendly with each other. That was not going to go over well. I was pretty sure I could trust Max and Richie, but some of the other guys I wasn’t so sure about. You never knew who would keep something like that in their back pocket until it served their needs and then they would slam that card down.
I couldn’t let something like that happen to Shelly. I would never have let anything hurt her. I was getting so attached to her. I needed her. But at the same time I had to respect her wishes and realize that this was all new for her and that if I did anything to make her uncomfortable or add stress to her plate I would hate myself.
I needed to smooth things over with her and make sure that she was ok and that we were still good. I wasn’t sure if she’d even thought about the bowling alley or the fact I’d almost kissed her. I’d made a move and that had indicated I had some feelings for her.
The morning went by fairly normally. No calls came in. The team was in good spirits and we for the most part sat around playing cards, watching some television, and then before lunch we got in a nice game of basketball. It was important for us to have something physical to do besides boring workouts in the gym, to keep our blood pumping and make sure we didn’t turn in to couch potatoes.
I happened to run into Shelly as I was coming out of the men’s room during a break in our basketball game. She was exiting the break room and she almost ran right into me. I held up at the last moment to narrowly avoid the collision.
“Oh,” she said. “I’m sorry.”
“Nah, it’s my fault,” I said.
Shelly smiled and started to walk away.
“Shelly? Can I speak with you for a moment?” I asked.
I thought she might say no, so I started to head around the corner to a more private space in the hallway.
A moment later she followed. I could tell she did not want to have this conversation, but we had to clear the air. I had to get some things off my chest and make sure this tension between us did not exist. It would raise too many suspicions at work. I knew these people. We were so close we could predict each other’s movements. It would be off and it would be obvious.
“What is it?” Shelly asked.
I stared into her beautiful eyes calmly. “Listen,” I said “About… when I almost kissed you. You’re right. We can’t do that sort of thing. We have to keep this as professional as we can for both our sakes and for the sake of the team. I just wanted to make sure that you knew I was fine and that there is no reason for us to feel uncomfortable around each other.”
Shelly smiled. “I agree. Thanks for letting me know how you feel. It is for the best that we not allow things to progress any farther.”
I started to walk away. Suddenly, I became aware that Shelly was still watching me. She hadn’t moved. I glanced back at her and smiled thinly before I turned another corner and disappeared from her sight.
I was glad we had that little conversation, but I knew that one way or another we were going to be together. It was inevitable. I didn’t think there was a way for either one of us to stop it.
My laptop dinged.
Instantly I was on alert. I dropped the slice of pizza I’d been munching on and turned off the ballgame. I wiped my hands and mouth with a napkin and made my way over to the kitchen table from the couch where I’d been eating.
I quickly pulled up the laptop. The notice on the screen made my heart soar and I could not stop doing a fist pump in the air. It was exciting news.
Shelly had accepted my friend request on her social media account. After our conversation earlier in the day, I kept thinking about how she’d been staring at me as I walked away. I knew that she had those same feelings I did. There was an undeniable attraction between the two of us.
So, when I got home I decided to pull her up online and send her a friend request. I figured that she would most likely deny it or just ignore it and that would be that. I’d have another thing to apologize for. But if she accepted, then this was a low pressure way for us to get to know each other. No one had to know about this. We could chat on messenger or on face time. It was less intrusive then asking for her number and it was also on the down low. That was my thinking process anyway.
So, after I sent the request, I ordered a pizza, grabbed a few beers, and sat down to watch the game. I was just getting into it when she responded. I couldn’t believe how excited I was. Hell, I was almost nervous.
I didn’t want to respond right away. “Right,” I said out loud. “You got to pretend you are not desperate.” And I wasn’t desperate. Until I saw Shelly, women had not even been on my radar for a while. I was happy just being me and living my best possible life. But once Shelly came into the picture, that was all over. I wasn’t desperate. I was just desperate for her.
I sat back down and finished my pizza as I continued to watch the game. Then I drank that second beer. After that was over, a good twenty minutes had gone by. I wasn’t sure what was the appropriate etiquette on how long to wait was for this sort of thing, but I couldn’t hold myself back any longer.
I sat down in front of the laptop, opened it up, and I sent Shelly an instant message.
“Hey, thanks for accepting my friend request.”
Shelly responded a moment later. “Sure. Thanks for the invite. It was unexpected.”
I laughed. “I wasn’t sure you would accept it.”
“Well, I almost didn’t. But I can say I lived dangerously today lol”.
I smiled at her message. This was good. We were getting somewhere. But I hated typing out everything. “Want to do face time? It’s a bit less awkward.”
“Sure.” Shelly said addi
ng a smiley face to the end of her message.
I called her on face time and she picked up a moment later. She looked gorgeous as usual, even though she was just sitting there in her sweats and a t-shirt, no makeup, her hair not done at all. She might have stepped out of the shower a bit ago. She still looked amazing. In fact, I thought she looked even more beautiful than when she was at work.
My heart skipped a little as she smiled at me. I could see her face light up slightly as we connected and then she tried to be more casual. She was good at pretending, but I was able to pick up on it anyway. Shelly gave me the impression that she was the type of person who was used to hiding behind things, or keeping a part of herself tucked away from the world.
“Hey,” I said. “That’s better.”
“Yeah,” Shelly said with a smile. “So, how is it going?”
“Good. I just finished up some dinner. I was watching the ball game. Just a lazy evening for me.”
“Ah, sounds good,” she said. Shelly held up a pizza box that was in front of her. “I guess we had the same idea.”
I laughed. This woman was driving me wild. We seemed to have so much in common, but not just that. We were in sync with each other, as if we were genuinely cut from the same cloth. I had never really met a woman who got to me the way she did.
“Good choice,” I said. “I probably should have gone to the gym instead, but I just had one of those lazy night feelings, you know?”
“Right. What gym do you go to? You don’t use the one at work?”
“Oh, I do,” I said. “I do that one for my general fitness. But I also go to the MMA academy several times a week to do some kickboxing and grappling.”
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