Nightmares from Within

I can see how a person is going to die. I don't know when and I don't always know who but it's a curse I've had since childhood. There are people who call what I see a gift but I disagree. After years of trying to ignore the visions that haunt me I'm being told I have to embrace this "gift". If I refuse the punishment will be catastrophic. Embracing the nightmares within my own mind is the only way I can save myself... and HIM. The only man I've ever let close. The only man I've ever loved. Can I let go of the fear I've carried around my whole life in order to save him? I just don't know.