Loving Desire

by Renee Young

  “Okay, you ready to lose the blindfolds?” Nova interrupted just as my hand reached the top of his jeans.

  “Yes.” Sawyer breathed out and I nodded in agreement.

  “Okay so I want you to undo each other at the same time, but hold them in place a second okay? I’ll tell you when you can remove them.” We both agreed before reaching behind each other. My fingers worked to undo the simple knot that Nova had tied and once I had it untied I waited for her to give us the okay. I felt him do the same and the sash felt limp, but it was still covering my eyes. Sawyer still had his hard body pressed completely against mine and it felt amazing. “Can we try something a little crazy? You can say no if you’re uncomfortable I just think it would make a great photo.”

  “What is it?” I asked.

  “I want you guys closer. Foreheads pressed against each other and lightly, barely any contact, I want your lips to almost join. Leave space though because I want this as a silhouette photo.” I thought about it and shrugged my shoulders. I figure this is just the beginning; we are bound to get more intimate than that.

  “Up to you.” I whispered to the guy who responded by putting his forehead to mine. My nose found his and I turned slightly to the side so they weren’t bumping then I found his lips with mine. My bottom lip naturally found the gap between his and his hot breath on me sent chills down my spine.

  “Livvy, hold the blindfold with one hand and rest the other on his neck with your thumb just barely on his jaw.” I did what she asked, caressing this man’s jaw ever so lightly. “ Good. Sawyer take your hand- no the other one- yeah. Take it and grab Liv’s waist. Pull her to you and arch your back a bit Liv.” I felt his strong hand grip me and I arched the way she asked.

  “That was perfect guys. Pull back a little.” I was reluctant, but I did what she said. It felt like a waste being so close, but being unable to taste him. He let out his own sound of displeasure as well which made me smirk.

  “Okay, drop them.” Nova demanded, referring to the blindfolds. and her shutter went off repeatedly as the sash fell from my eyes and I let his go as well. For some reason my eyes were closed so i took a deep breath and opened them to find myself peering into the deepest blue eyes I’d ever seen.

  He looked back into my own hazel eyes as a single word passed his beautiful lips.

  “Woah.”

  Chapter 3

  “What you said.” I said in my own breathy tone.

  This man was the epitome of gorgeous. His dark hair, longer on top, was perfectly messy. His features were sharp and masculine, but almost soft looking. He had a little facial hair. It was kept short but it was full and it gave him a more mature look.

  I let my eyes travel from his face down his tight chest and arms. I could see tattoos peeking through his shirt and he wore them well.

  “Okay ready to continue? Or do I need to give you more time to stare?” Nova joked and I was half tempted to tell her to give me a little more time. It seemed Sawyer needed a moment too, which made me feel incredible. “Alright, Livvy, go to the wall.” She pointed and I reluctantly let go of the man and went to the wall. “Place your shoulders on the wall and arch your back.” I did as she said. "Good, now push this foot out. Perfect. Okay, Sawyer, you’re gonna go in front of her. Put your hand on her hip. Exactly!” She said when he did what she asked. “Good now relax guys.”

  I looked into the deep blue eyes I’ve quickly decided are my favorite color as he peered into mine. I let a soft smirk fall onto my face and I watched as his eyes were immediately drawn to my lips. Feeling a little bold I reached my hand out and grabbed his waistband on his jeans and tugged him closer to me. His other hand that wasn’t on my hip pushed into the wall just above my head as he looked down at me.

  “Sawyer, relax into her a little. You’re lookin a little stiff.” Nova demanded as she continued to shoot from different angles.

  “You’re feeling a little stiff too.” I whispered with a smirk as I glanced down to where his jeans were tightening. “Don’t worry. I won’t bite, but you can.” I breathed out as I gripped the front of his shirt and pulled him to me.

  I had no clue where this was coming from. I was never this bold before.

  I heard his breath hitch again and he looked into my eyes once again, searching for something and he must have found it because his shoulders relaxed and he leaned into me a little more. He moved his face to my neck and I felt his breath on the sensitive skin. My eyes fell closed and my head fell against the wall and I let out a shaky breath at the sensation.

  “Good! That’s good guys. Sawyer I want you to pull the robe off her shoulder, but look into her eyes and do it slowly.” Nova demanded. For a moment I completely forgot we were doing photos. I was losing myself in this man.

  He did what she asked and I couldn’t stop myself from biting my lip as his fingertips lightly moved over my skin. His eyes fell to my lips again before he used his thumb to pull my bottom lip from my teeth. He winked at me. I could feel how much more into this he was now.

  “That lip is mine to bite.” He spoke into my ear. The husky sound, along with the words forced a breathy moan to pass from my lips.

  “Promise?” I asked him in another moan as I thought about it. His hand fell back to my hip and his fingers dug in as he pressed us tighter together.

  “Okay, I want the robe off now. Sawyer, step back just a little bit and you’re gonna grab the tie. Livvy, stay like that but arch just a little more. Perfect.” We did as she directed and I felt the nervousness build in my stomach. He was about to see me barely covered. “Good, now pull the tie Sawyer, but again go slow.” He looked into my eyes and gave me a questioning look. He was making sure I was ready. I smiled and gave him a gentle nod before he began to untie the robe.

  Once the front of the robe was open I watched as his eyes left mine and trailed down my body. He let out a little whimper before grabbing my hip under the fabric of my robe and pulling me close to him again. He buried his head in my neck again before trailing up to my ear. “You’re fucking gorgeous, Olivia.” He whispered and I groaned as my name passed his lips.

  My hand found their way to his chest before sliding under his shirt. “Your turn.” I said breathily into his ear, before tugging his shirt open. “Fuck.” I expelled as I took in the sight of his bare torso hidden a little beneath the white shirt.

  “Like what you see baby?” He teased with a smirk, probably expecting me to blush.

  “I really fucking do.” I returned his smirk. He let out a groan before grabbing my hand and pulling me from the wall only to turn me away from him before his hands trailed to my hips and back up to my shoulders. He slipped the fabric of the robe off slowly.

  “I want to see all of you.” He whispered and I could feel him hard against my ass. I moaned again and his hand moved into my hair again. He gripped it, turning my head to the side just a bit and he created just enough space to get rid of the robe before he was pressed into me again. His hand that wasn’t in my hair went to my hip. I was firmly pressed between him and the wall and I couldn’t think of a place I’d rather be.

  I pushed my butt against him and wiggled just a little, creating some friction before I turned around with a smirk. Sawyer didn’t seem to mind as he just pressed my back into the wall again. He moved his hand down my side, past my hip, over my ass and down my thigh. He gripped the back of my knee and hitched it over his hip before grinding gently into me.

  I let out a moan at the sensation of him hard and moving against my most intimate part. My head fell back and my breathing picked up as he found my neck. After what felt like an eternity I finally felt his lips press again the sensitive skin of my neck. His hot breath felt all the more intense in the chilly room.

  “Why am I even here?” I heard Nova mutter as she continued to click away. I let out a breathy giggle as I had completely forgotten about her. Sawyer must have heard her too because he turned to her with a sheepish look on his face.

  “Sorry Nov.” He apolog
ized, but she just waved it off saying it was perfect.

  “Ready to change?” She asked me and I nodded before pulling myself out of Sawyer’s arms.

  I made it to the bathroom and quickly changed into the other black outfit I’d brought. This one was a bit more difficult to put on. It consisted of a little bralette that basically only covered my nipples and a thong. There was a garter that I connected to a pair of black sheer stockings and there were thick black straps that fell over my torso and up over my chest. It was sexy and maybe a little too revealing, but I didn’t feel any nervousness. I was excited.

  I took a deep breath and left the bathroom. Nova had Sawyer doing a few solo shots and he was facing the window, away from me. He was without his shirt now and I was enjoying the way his back muscles tensed. I stopped next to my best friend who glanced at me and her eyes widened in approval of my outfit.

  She put a finger over her lips telling me to be quiet before she handed me his discarded shirt. I smirked and pulled it over my shoulders and she gestured for me to go over to him. All while she was telling him how good he was doing.

  I had his shirt on and buttoned and I stood directly behind him before looking at Nova. She nodded saying she was ready. I reached my hand out and put it around him, resting on his tight stomach. I could feel the muscle definition and I ached to see him him. He tensed for a second before relaxing and he grabbed my hand and interlaced our fingers, but didn’t move it from his abs.

  I laid my head on his back as he continued to look out the window. “Close your eyes Liv. Beautiful.” She continued to click away. “Turn around now Sawyer.” He did what she asked as I took a step away so he didn’t run into me.

  “Shit.” He whispered as he took in what I was wearing. He froze just staring for a moment.

  I smirked again and grabbed the waistband of his jeans right about the button and pulled him to me. “Like what ya see, baby?” I teased using his words from earlier.

  “I really fuckin' do.” He played along. I led him to the couch and pushed him to sit on the back of it.

  “Why don’t you take it off.” I suggested, referring to his shirt. He looked up into my eyes with a raised brow, but I just smirked in response.

  With a smile in response he slowly moved his hands to reach the top button of his dress shirt. He didn’t take his eyes off mine as he undid each button. When the shirt was undone he pushed the fabric open, finally looking down at me and his breath caught in his throat.

  “Shit.” He whispered and I heard Nova let out a little chuckle from beside us. Her camera was still clicking away as she took photo after photo.

  Sawyer looked into my eyes yet again and lightly trailed a single finger along the straps that covered my torso. He made it to my ribs and traced over my tattoo before gripping my waist and pulling me into him.

  “You’re killing me.” His voice was not louder than a pained whisper in my ear.

  “Mmm.” I hummed, “I aim to please.” His eyes lit up with my flirting and he rose to his full height before turning us around. My back was now to the couch and in a swift movement he lifted me to sit on the back of it. My legs naturally wrapped around his hips and I crossed my ankles behind him. He left one hand on my hip and let the other wander down my barely covered frame.

  When he reached the garter clip attached to the stocking on my right leg he looked into my eyes once more before unclasping it. He undid the other one before burying his face in my neck. His hot breath created goosebumps throughout my body. I let out a moan with the first kiss against my skin and my head fell back with the second. His hand that was rested on my thigh moved further down my leg before he slid one finger into the stocking. Keeping his palm flat against me he pushed the fabric down my leg. His movement was agonizingly slow and I wanted nothing more than more pressure. More friction.

  I grabbed at his hips and I pulled him closer to where I wanted him. The fabric of his jeans was rough against the thin material of my tiny underwear and I wanted more. I arched my back, pushing my chest into his and pulling his hips with me.

  He let out a groan and I felt him harden even further against me.

  “That was hot.” Nova interrupted and I could have strangled her for ruining the moment, but I chose to laugh instead. “Go change Liv.” She demanded and I had to force myself not to groan.

  “There’s more?” Sawyer whispered into my ear.

  “Last one.” I promised with a smile before I slid out of his hold and rushed off to the bathroom. I could feel him watching me as I walked and just before I opened the door I dropped his shirt. I heard a sharp intake of breath and smirked to myself.

  I pulled on the final outfit I bought. The deep red two piece that was completely sheer. Tiny flowers embellished the side of the bra part, but did nothing to cover my nipples. The panties were of the same fabric and I had to admit the design was very flattering for my ass.

  When I made it back out into the studio Nova had Sawyer in his boxer briefs and the sight of him had me clenching my thighs for a moment. He was seated on the couch with his hands out to either side of him. His head was laid back and his eyes were closed. I walked over to him and Nova nodded, knowing what I was planning. She got her camera ready and I moved to hover over him a little. My knees on either side of his thick thighs and my hands on the back of the couch on either side of his head.

  He jumped with a start, but instinctively his hands found my hips. His eyes widened as he took in what I was wearing and how I was sitting.

  “Well the last ten minutes were completely pointless.” He muttered and I looked at him, confused. He just smiled sheepishly before pulling my hips down so I was now sitting on him. He was hard. My head fell back and I unintentionally rotated my hips against him. He groaned and gripped me tighter. I knew I needed to stop, so I paused my movement. Sawyer took my stillness as a sign for him to move. His hands moved from my hips up my back. One stopped about miway up while the other tangled into my hair with a gentle tug. I whimpered at the pleasure the coursed through me, pooling in my lower belly. With another tug of my hair my head fell back and Sawyer’s lips found my neck yet again.

  He pushed his mouth against the delicate skin leaving a hot trail wherever he went. He worked his way down my chest which made me squirm.

  “Okay, guys I want you to stand, but Sawyer, pick her up with you.” He did what she asked after taking a few breaths, trying to focus himself. I did the same.

  Something about this guy has me completely forgetting that this is just a photoshoot. We were meant to be taking photos, not fucking. I couldn’t help that I wanted his hands on me, his tongue. I couldn’t stop the images that ran through my mind of him bending me over this couch, or over the countertop or hell up against the fucking wall.

  “Against the wall again. Sawyer you’re gonna hold her up with one hand and the other I want you to trap her hands above her head.” He did as she asked and the position had my chest pushed out towards him. I watched as his eyes moved from my chest up to my eyes. I bit my lip at the lust and desire I saw building in his beautiful blues which shifted his focus. I let go of my lip with a gasp as I realized how badly I wanted him to kiss me.

  He must have noticed it too. He looked back into my hazel eyes for a moment before he leaned in, giving me enough time to stop him, not that I was gonna. After what felt like far too long his lips were on mine and the groan that came from his throat matched the moan that left mine. His kiss turned hungry as his hand left mine, trailing down my arm, that was still raised. He went further down letting his thumb trail over my boob eliciting a gasp from me. He used the surprise to deepen the kiss before his teeth lightly clamped onto my bottom lip before pulling away. Another moan of pleasure forced itself from my throat.

  “Well,” We were interrupted yet again with an awkward cough. “Back to the couch now.” Sawyer did as he was told, not taking his eyes off me as I held onto his shoulders and his hands held me fimly by my ass. We sat how we had been before as his erection pr
essed into me where I craved him the most. “Liv put your hands in your hair and tilt your head back just a little.” I did so with my eyes closed, and I could feel Sawyer watching me. I could feel everywhere his eyes fell.

  With a trail of heat, Sawyer’s hands traced up my back again. I felt one slip beneath the clasp of my bra and I wanted nothing more than the miniscule little fabric to not be there.

  “Take it off.” I demanded without opening my eyes.

  “You sure?” He asked cautiously though I could feel his fingers fiddling with the material.

  “She is.” Nova answered for me. He looked into my eyes, as if trying to make sure I was certain. I gave him a tiny nod and he smiled in response.

  Chapter 4

  With expert fingers my clasp was undone in a matter of seconds. The garment lay against my breasts loosely as I waited for him to slide it off of me.

  Keeping his eyes trained on mine his hand traced up my back with barely any pressure, leaving a trail of goosebumps until he reached the strap over my shoulder. I wanted to scream at him to just rip it off, his speed was practically torture.

  With a groan his other hand slipped behind my neck as he pulled my lips to his for a quick kiss before he moved his along my jaw and down my neck. With an occasional nip of his teeth here and there I couldn’t stop this desire to rotate my hips against him. The movement was enough to satiate my thirst for him for the time being.

  With his lips working across my collar bone his hand moved to grip my hips to stop my movement. I could feel his frustration mixed with mine. His mouth finally found its target when my head fell back with an embarrassingly loud moan. He smiled against me.

  His left arm wrapped around my hips to keep my steady while his right moved up my stomach stopping just below the bra that still hung from my shoulders. He looked at me in question and I nodded my head, ready to be free of the fabric.