Life Without You

by S. P. West

  “Alex.”

  “Just tell me what I need to do Summer. What can I do to show you? To prove to you--”

  “I don’t know,” I’m so relieved to hear her giggle as she answers, “It has to be pretty big.”

  “I can do big.” I say with a smirk. “I can show you if you like.”

  “In your dreams, mister!” Summer smacks me lightly on the arm again.

  “In yours.”

  “Pfttttt!”

  “So, what do you want to do now?”

  “Right now?”

  “Yeah, right now.”

  Summer hums for a moment as she thinks, tapping her index finger against her very bitable bottom lip.

  “I want to get trolleyed and go out dancing. Not necessarily in that order.”

  “Trolleyed?” I don’t think that I’ll ever get used to these British phrases.

  “Wasted. I want to get really, really wasted.”

  “Now that,” I say with a smile, “is something that I can do.”

  “If I asked you to kiss me goodnight, would you?” Summer slurs teasingly, some hours later as we stand on the door step of her basement apartment. The road feels strangely silent after the music and laughter that permeated the streets of the city center. There are no people walking about at this late hour, no cars drive by. The only light is coming from a single lamppost above at street level. It’s just me and Summer completely alone and just a little bit drunk.

  “Hmmmm, I’ll have to think about that one.” I pull her towards me, wrapping my hands around her small waist. I’m buzzed as fuck.

  “Well in that case…” She giggles, turning so abruptly that she stumbles forward. It’s a win-win situation as fortunately for Summer all I have to do is I tighten my hold around her to stop her face planting into her front door. On the plus side for me, as she topples forward she shoves her butt against my cock, wiggling it back and forth making me instantly hard as rock. As much as I try to, I can’t stop myself from letting out a loud moan. Summer looks back over her shoulder with an evil smirk, before slowly, and very deliberately, gyrating her sweet, peachy ass against my groin.

  I nearly cum in my pants like a school kid.

  “What are you doing to me, baby?” I hiss. It’s taking every bit of my restraint not to do the same back to her.

  Every. Single. Fucking. Bit.

  “You didn’t answer my question Mr. Thorson,” her reply husky, as she elegantly turns in my arms so that she is now standing straight, facing me. “Will you kiss me goodnight?” Summer gives me one of her sweet, shy smiles as she says it. I can’t believe that I became such a jackass that I gave her up. What was I thinking?

  “Alex?” Oh fuck, she’s doing that lip biting thing again.

  “I’d prefer it if you invited me up for a coffee.” I feel like smacking myself around the head for being so forward. I swore that I wouldn’t push too hard and fast, and too soon.

  “Would you now?” Aww shit, I recognize that look in her eyes – she’s horny as hell.

  “Yeah, I would.” For some unknown reason, my mouth and brain aren’t doing that whole ‘lets work together for the greater good’ thing again, instead working completely independently of one another.

  On one hand my brain is saying ‘take it slow, don’t push her. Show her that you mean what you say’ and on the other my mouth is saying ‘invite me into your apartment so I can fuck you senseless’.

  “I might just take you up on that.” Summer is looking at me with very amused expression on her face.

  “On what?”

  “Invite you into my apartment and fucking me senseless.”

  Holy crap….

  “Did I say that out loud?” I really need to filter my thoughts.

  “Yes, you did.” She laughs, placing her hand on my chest. I close my eyes relishing her touch for a few seconds before the noble and more sensible side of me kicks in all the time warring with the side that wants to make love with my wife.

  “I can’t…” I sigh.

  “Why not?”

  “I don’t want to take advantage of you,” I whisper, looking to the sky for some sign that I’m doing the right thing because I really need one right about now. All I see is a plane fly past on its way to the airport

  Fuck. My. Life.

  “Are you trying to be chivalrous?” She’s smirking at me again.

  “Yes.”

  “Why?”

  “Because you’re drunk.”

  “And?”

  “I’m drunk.”

  “So?”

  “I don’t want us to have sex and then we regret it in the morning.”

  Summer snorts, moving her hand from my chest so that she is cupping my dick.

  “Don’t think,” she leans in to whisper into my ear, “just fuck me.”

  Seriously, if there is a god then he’s got it in for me because I trying so hard to be the better man and not screw this up. “Do you want me, boy wonder?” Summer continues, licking my ear.

  “So fucking bad…” I growl.

  “Do you want me bent over while you take me from behind?”

  “Don’t do this to me.” I can feel the last of my restraint snap as she takes my hand in hers, pulling me with her through the door.

  “You have 20 seconds to decide if you want to stay or go,” she says pointing to the door, “If you don’t want to shag me senseless, then I have a perfectly good vibrator that I want to use and I want to use it soon. I’m horny as hell Alex so make up your mind.”

  The door slams as I kick it shut behind me.

  With that Summer, is grabbing me by my shirt as she drags me down the hall way.

  “You sure about this?” I pant as she pulls me into her a bedroom.

  “Stop thinking,” Sum groans pushing me backwards on to the bed as she climbs on top of me, “start sexing.”

  “Sexing?” I groan into her mouth as she leans in for a kiss, as she rubs her panty clad pussy along the seam of my pants. Our tongues clash in a maelstrom of lust. I push my hands up into her hair, freeing it so that it hangs softly around her shoulders.

  “Shut up and just bang me already.”

  “As you wish.” I grin as up at her as she deftly undoes my belt, pulling my cock free as I shuck my pants off.

  “You went commando?” Summer gasps in surprise as she practically rips my shirt off, leaving me lying on her bed completely butt naked. I don’t say a word instead running my hands up and down the inside of her smooth thighs. She hisses as my thumb lightly grazes over the material covering her pussy.

  “And you have far too many clothes on still.” She sits up so that I can help her out of her dress, as she slowly removes her bra. I try to help her take off her panties but she stops me, using one hand to push me back down on to the bed while taking my achingly hard dick in the other.

  “Now, what shall we do with this Mr. Thorson?” She teases, squeezing my cock as she unhurriedly starts to jerk me off. I press my head back into the pillows, letting out a long loud moan. Summer leans over me, placing a gentle kiss on each of my nipples before placing a trail of kisses down my torso until she finally, mercifully, reaches my swollen-to-the-point of pain cock.

  The only sound that I’m physically capable of making is a grunting noise as her plump lips place a light kiss on the head of my erect shaft. The tip of her tongue snakes out lapping at the pre-cum that’s leaked from the top of my cock. Summer seems to like what she found as she goes back for another taste; then another until she’s licking me like a lollipop.

  I grit my teeth, trying to hold back from cumming in her mouth when I feel the warm wetness of her mouth as she starts to suck my dick. Letting out a strangled groan, I wind my fingers in her hair as she takes me deeper and deeper as I fuck her mouth.

  I’m so close to losing it.

  “Stop baby,” I groan, “I need you to stop. I won’t last much longer.” This only makes the little minx suck harder. “Please,” I plead, “I need to cum inside you
.”

  Summer releases my dick from her mouth, giving it one last lick as she looks up at me with lust-filled eyes. “But I’m having so much fun sucking your cock.” She grins, licking my entire length as I grip the bed sheets with my free hand determined not to blow my load.

  “How about you let me taste you... let me taste that sweet pussy of yours.” My back arches as she cups my balls while she continues to lick. “Let me make you cum again and again,” I manage to say, as wave after wave of sensation and unadulterated pleasure flows through my body, “and just when you think you can’t take anymore let me fuck you…hard.”

  Summer lets out a low moan that reverberates through my body, making my dick harder still. “Let me love you Summer...let me love you…let me love you.” I repeat, hoping that my prayer will be answered.

  My wife hesitates for a moment, then places one last kiss on the tip of my cock which instantly feels the loss of her mouth.

  “You want to taste me?” I’m rewarded with a sly grin as she slowly crawls towards me on all fours. I stay lying on my back, as she places her knees either side of my head bracing her hands against the wrought-iron bed frame, “then taste me, boy wonder.”

  I growl in response, using my teeth to pull her panties out of the way of my ultimate goal.

  Summer keens as I start to lave at her already dripping wet pussy. She threads her hands through her long blonde hair, which gives me the ultimate view of her perfect tits from where I am. It’s got to be one of the hottest things that I have ever seen in my life – Summer head thrown back in ecstasy as she writhes on my face.

  My tongue takes turns between lapping at her clit and thrusting in and out of her entrance. She starts to mewl as she comes closer and closer to cumming. My rock hard cock weeps with pre-cum as I thrust my hips in time to her undulating movements on my face. My chin is soaked with Summer’s sweet pussy juices as I grip her ass cheeks harder as she jerks forward, bracing her arms either side of my head as yells out my name.

  I give her one last languid lick causing her to shudder in delight before she collapses, panting, on the bed beside me.

  “That was…”

  “Yeah?” I give her a wolfish grin as I start to palm my cock.

  “That was…” She shifts so that we’re lying face to face, giving me the softest most beautiful smile, “amazing.”

  “It was, was it?” My right hand leisurely strokes my dick as I use the other to reach out, pulling her towards me. “I’m glad to have been of service my lady.”

  She smiles against my lips, “oh I have plans for you, my Lord.” Knocking my hand out of the way, she wraps hers around my aching shaft.

  “First you’re going to fuck me--Hard--but I don’t think I’ll let you cum,” she says placing a kiss on my neck, “because then I’m going to ride you, but you’ll have to wait.” She places another kiss on my forehead. “Then I’m going to bend over and you will pound me harder and harder until I scream.”

  Holy Fuck.

  I’ve always been the dominant partner in bed, always, hearing Summer tell me exactly what she wants me to do to her? Hell…

  She laughs as I tackle her so that she is lying on her back, gazing up at me through hooded eyes, as I settle myself between her soaking wet thighs, ripping her panties off her body.

  “Are you sure you want this, baby?” She bites her lip giving a little nod as I place my swollen cock at her entrance. “Say it.”

  “I want this.”

  “You want what?”

  “I want you Alex…I want you.” Desire and want are written all over her face. “Now for the love of god, just fuck me already!” Summer pulls my head down into a bruising kiss as I surge forward, filling her completely, making us both gasp as we revel in the feeling of bliss. If I died right now, then I would die a very happy man.

  It hits me as I pull back that I don’t need anything or anyone else in my life, just Summer.

  Why did I ever think that I could replace what we had?

  “Please Alex,” Summer begs against my lips as she digs her heels into my ass cheeks.

  I drive into her again and again, filling her tight pussy.

  She lets out a long low groan, tilting her head back against the pillow. I pump harder and harder. Her nails drag painfully down my back. The room resonates with our increasing rapturous groans

  “I won’t...” Summer arches her back as I bite gently along her collar bone. “I…oh god. Oh god… I’m going to cu--” She screams out in ecstasy, tightening her legs around me before she falls limply back on to the silken sheets. “Wow.” She gives me a soft smile bringing her hand up to stroke the side of my face.

  “That good huh?” Summer beams with delight as she lightly smacks my arm, “I thought you were going to ride me?” I give her a gentle kiss on her forehead, as I slow my thrusts.

  “Oh I am…” The smile she gives me is pure unadulterated wickedness as she wraps her arms around me as I maneuver us so that Sum is on top of me.

  “Really?”

  “I just needed a minute to recover.” She bends her head, taking my bottom lip between her teeth, biting down so that I feel a slight sting. Letting me know that she’s in charge right now.

  It’s sexy as hell.

  She looks deeply into my eyes with an emotion that I can’t quite place; then straightens arching her back so that her amazing tits are all that I can focus on. I lay back with a smirk, putting one arm behind my head as she lowers herself onto my rock-hard cock, placing her hands on my chest to steady herself as she rocks herself back and forth with a tortuous, sensual slowness.

  I hiss at the contact, reaching up to cup one heavy breast with my free hand as she starts to rock me harder.

  “Don’t thrust.” Sum groans has I lift my hips.

  She’s seriously killing me.

  I remember how much Summer used to love me playing with her tits, they are one big erogenous zone for her. So with that memory fresh in my mind, I grab hold of her waist; so that I’m sitting up and latch onto her breast with my mouth. I lick, I bite gently, and then suck hard making her scream in pleasure. I move on to the other one; sucking hard again as she bounces up and down on my dick.

  Shit. I’m not going to last much longer.

  “Baby,” I pant resting my head on her tit, “you want me to take you from behind?” She nods her head unable to speak, “then I’m going to tell you what I want… I want you to feel every last thrust as I fuck you… I’m going to make you scream, then I’m going to pound you so hard that you’ll still feel me between your legs until next week. Then you’re going to shout my name so fucking loud while I fill you up with my cum that they’ll hear you two blocks away.”

  I feel the loss of her warm pussy as she uses my shoulders to push herself off me, landing beside me on the bed. Flipping herself over with an almost feline grace, Summer lifts herself up so that she is resting on all fours, wiggling her beautiful ass back and forth while looking at me over her shoulder with a smirk. “Come on then, lover boy.”

  Within seconds I’m on my knees, griping her hip as I ease my cock back inside her with a few gentle thrusts.

  “I love you Sum… I love you so…fucking...much.” I say in a low voice, as I begin my relentless pounding.

  “I love you too.” She almost sobs, making my heart soar at her words.

  I’m so close to coming, I can feel the familiar tightening as my orgasm begins.

  “Harder,” She begs, I surge forward with such force that I begin to see stars. Everything fades away as I finally find my release. I can hear Summer in the distance, yelling my name as I pump her full of my seed.

  She falls forward on the bed taking me with her, my cock pulsing inside Summer while her dripping wet pussy flexes around me.

  “Wow again.” She giggles into her pillow while I roll over on my back leaving her with her ass in the air.

  “Yeah… wow…again.” I grin as I pull her to me, resting her head on my chest. We don’t speak for
a while. Content just to lie in each other’s arms.

  “Did you mean what you said?” Her hushed voice breaks through the silence.

  “Mean what?” Absentmindedly twisting her blonde hair around one finger.

  “That you love me?”

  “Yeah, I do.” I answer, leaning down to place a soft kiss on the top of her head. “I always have. I’m so fucking sorry I lost sight of that.” She sighs in to my chest. “What about you?”

  “I never stopped Alex, never.”

  “Do you think you’ll ever be able to forgive me?”

  “I think I already have.”

  We descend into a comfortable silence once more; the only sounds that can be heard are the steady sounds of breaths as we fall into a peaceful slumber.

  What the fuck did I do last night?

  The consequence of getting blind-assed drunk is that you end up with such a bad hangover that death would be preferable. I tried forcing my eyes open a while back, but the blinding light that I was met with almost burned my eyeballs out from the sockets. I decided at that point that laying here a little while longer with my eyes shut was probably the best way to go in this situation.

  Unfortunately for me, I have no fucking clue where ‘here’ is.

  The last thing that I remember is downing another Jaeger Bomb, after that everything got kind of hazy. I think I tried to dry hump Summer on the dance floor at that shitty club we went to, at least I hope it was Summer and not the guy dressed up as Rainbow Dash.

  One of the few things that I am certain of right now is that I’m butt naked and I’m not alone…