A BROKEN GIRL'S JOURNEY

by Niki Jilvontae

  “I'm in!” Lakea said excited. This was just what she wanted. She could fuck some niggas over while breaking them for all they had. “Hell yeah this what I need for real. Oh, I got a home girl I was locked up with who might wanna get some money too.” Lakea said thinking about Nika.

  “How she look?” Mesha asked with the stank face.

  “She sexy as fuck! A big Amazon bitch.” Lakea replied.

  “Okay bet. Call her tomorrow then cause we got a party Friday. That will give y'all stiff asses two days to get ready.” Mesha joked as Lakea smiled and rolled her eyes.

  “Bitch please, I got this. I was born to break a nigga.” Lakea said and they both laughed as Mesha left the room.

  The next day Lakea spoke to Nika, her friend from Wolverine. They hadn't spoken in months. After talking they found out that Nika was living close by with her father in some apartments called Rolling Hills and she was more than down to break a nigga.

  Friday evening at 7pm Lakea and Mesha sat in the bathroom getting ready to get some money. Both of them had on black leggings, and white galaxy t-shirts designed by DDDI or Dope Dion Did It, a local designer. They wore that over top of their sexy lingerie designed to drive a male wild.

  “You nervous?” Mesha asked Lakea as she curled her hair.

  “Hell naw, bitch I'm ready to dominate a punk ass nigga and take all his bread. You just don't know the shit I been through lil cuz. I don't have no love for nan nigga!” Lakea said looking in the mirror at herself. She knew that wasn't entirely true because she still loved Jeremy very much. Mesha knew that too.

  “Hoe please. I bet if we see Jeremy tonight yo ass gone faint!” Mesha said laughing.

  Lakea's heart started beating fast. Hell she probably would faint if she saw Jeremy. She was still very much in love with him. They shared an emotional connection neither one of them could explain. Jeremy understood Lakea and she understood him. His life was just as horrible and he was just as broken, but they completed each other. They were whole when they were together.

  “I wish I did know where he was cause I miss him so much.” Lakea said as a tear rolled down her face.

  “Bitch, quit crying. I know where that nigga at. He live in Arkansas with his sister. He got out about two months ago and came looking for you. After we told him what happened he looked devastated, but I told him I would let you know where he was when you got out.” Mesha said still curling Lakea's hair. “I been messing off with his lil cousin for a while now. I could tell him to bring him over here tomorrow if you want me to.” Lakea couldn't talk she just shook her head yeah. Her heart skipped a beat and her breath got short. She had dreamed for three years about seeing his face, smelling his cologne, and feeling his touch. Although she wanted to be cold-hearted and hard so she could break some niggas she couldn't help but feel love in her heart now knowing that Jeremy was out and he still loved her.

  “He ain’t been back in town yet though cause them niggas still looking for him now that they know he out, but he already said when you got out, if you wanted him he was coming no matter what.”

  Those words made Lakea feel warm inside, a feeling she hadn't felt in years. She didn't know it, but tears were falling from her eyes and messing up her makeup Mesha had just done. She was remembering all of the good times she shared with Jeremy. All of the secrets they shared. How he used to lay and hold her, not pressuring her to have sex because he knew what Jeff had done to her and he didn't want to rush her. That was the love Lakea missed. She had vowed long ago to never have sex with another guy, she would save herself for Jeremy. But once again her horrible circumstances had taken away that choice when Klemmings and his gang had their way with her for over a year.

  “Hey bitch, what you doing. I'm done!” Mesha yelled bringing Lakea back to reality. “Don't be fucking up your makeup doing all that damn crying. Bitch you bet not be getting soft cause you know that nigga out either. We finna get this money!” Mesha said spraying herself with sweet pea body spray.

  “Naw bitch, I'm good.” Lakea said wiping her face and fixing her makeup. “I will deal with Jeremy when the time comes. Right now though, let's get this money.” Lakea said as she turned her heart off for the moment. Remembering Klemmings and his crew, and all they had taken from her ignited that rage inside of her again. She was ready now. She was ready to make some muthafuckas pay!!

  Chapter 10

  After picking up Nika along with Mesha's white friend Candius, the girls stopped at the liquor store to pick up two bottles of Peer Pressure, then headed to East Memphis. As they sat in the parking lot of the Econo Lodge on the corner of Lamar and American Way, taking shots of Peer Pressure Mesha's phone began to ring.

  “Girl this yo mama.” Mesha said looking at Lakea with a funny smirk on her face. Lakea was feeling good by then, the Peer Pressure and kush blunts had her feeling really mellow so she didn't mind talking to her mama. She could work on that revenge too. Just then Mesha turned to Hot 107.1 and the song Nobody Needs Nobody came on. All of the girls squealed as Mesha turned the song up and the music banged through the speakers.

  “All I need is me and my dogs so fuck all y'all!” Lakea sang as she answered the phone.

  “Excuse me. Who is this?” Felicia asked on the other end of the phone.

  “This me ma, what is it?” Lakea asked still giggling and passing the blunt to Mesha.

  “Oh, it's YOU!” Felicia said in a nasty tone.

  “I was calling to tell Mesha to tell you that you had mail over your grandma house.” There was a long silence then Felicia spoke again. “So, you okay or what?” Felicia asked in an I-really-don't-give-a-fuck tone.

  “I'm good, but right now I'm working so is that all?” Lakea asked with no feelings, she was threw playing Felicia's fucked up games.

  “Work? With all that music in the background where do you work a strip club?” Felicia asked sarcastically while laughing. But the joke was on her.

  “Yeah the strip club!” Lakea said causing Felicia to abruptly stop laughing and gasp in disbelief. “Yeah, I gotta go eat this girl's pussy for $100, so I will call you later.” Lakea said before hanging up in Felicia's face. She smiled to herself thinking about the look Felicia probably had on her face when she said that.

  ‘Why was she so upset like she was perfect?’ Lakea thought. Acting like she was innocent or as if she cared when she clearly didn't. She had let people hurt, abuse, and use Lakea all of her life. Hell she even did it and did nothing to stop her man from doing it. Now she was trying to act like she had morals. Lakea was happy that she had hurt her. She loved that revenge.

  “That bitch had a stroke!” Lakea joked passing the phone back to Mesha. All of the girls laughed as they got out of the car and made their way to room 106.

  When they entered the room both Lakea and Mesha transformed into new people. Mesha became sweet and coy, while Lakea on the other hand became aggressive and loud. Candius introduced everyone after a tall, 50-something white man with glasses named Jim let them in. There was two beds in the first room that everyone was in and two other rooms off the hall which had king size beds in them. Two men sat on the bed by the window as a 30-something Hispanic man got a beer out of a cooler. The two men sitting on the bed were 40-something, nerdy, twin white men. This is going to be too easy Lakea thought. She was already feeling the effects of the Peer Pressure and kush, so she was much more bold than she normally was. The girls went into the bathroom and took off their clothes revealing their lingerie.

  They also decided that Lakea would get the twin with the blue hat on, Nika would get the other twin, Candius would get the Mexican, and Mesha would take Jim as usual.

  “Oh that muthafucka in the blue hat loves to be dominated Lakea, so he perfect for you.” Mesha said fixing her titties in her bra.

  “Well, I got him.” Lakea said pulling her tights and t-shirt off revealing a black, two-piece, lace thong panty and bra set from Victoria Secrets, and slippin back on her Red Bottom heels.

  “Dammnnn
!” The other girls said as Lakea stood in front of the mirror. She looked just like a super stripper, but classy. Her hair was curly, framing her beautiful face and her makeup was dramatic with big red pouty lips.

  After the other girls got dressed they all bust out of the bathroom with Lakea leading the way.

  “Alright muthafuckas!” Lakea said walking into the room and straight to the twin with the blue hat on who was now sitting on the bed by the door alone. Candius pulled the Mexican guy into one of the private rooms, and Nika went straight to the bed by the window with the other twin sitting on it.

  “Wasup baby, you ready to see this pretty black pussy and give me all of yo money?” Lakea said aggressively grabbing the man's shoulders and thrusting her 42DD titties in his face. His eyes got big as he shook his head up and down, clapping his hands like a child.

  “Yes, Yes!” He said anxiously.

  “Well, shut the fuck up then lil bitch and give me your money.” Lakea demanded. Just then Mesha walked over and cut on the radio. Tonight, by Xscape blasted through the speakers of the hotel radio.

  “Handle your business ladies!” Mesha said winking and leading Jim into their private room.

  Lakea put her leg up on the bed and started rolling her body to the beat, thrusting her fat pussy in the man's face. Her tight panties hugged her pussy and the man could not keep his eyes off of it. He was becoming aroused so easily. He reached out to touch Lakea and she slapped his hand while still rolling her body and pumping her pussy in his face. He inhaled deeply drinking in her sweet strawberry smell.

  “You haven't paid to touch yet muthafucka!” Lakea said taking her leg down off the bed and straddling the man. The man peeled six, $100 bills off the bank roll in his left pocket. Lakea made a mental note. He handed Lakea $200 as she made her booty hop on his lap.

  “Ohhh, can I touch now? Just a little Miss...?” The anxious man asked in an excited, begging voice. Lakea stuck the money under the black garter she wore on her right thigh and started to vibrate her booty on the guys lap as he cuffed her ass. “UUUmmmm!” The man moaned looking at his brother who was laying on his back being rode backwards by Nika. The brothers smiled at each other as the girls’ twerked them into ecstasy.

  “You want to see these pretty titties?” Lakea asked the man as she stood up and licked her finger while rubbing and touching herself everywhere.

  He shook his head up and down without taking his eyes off of her. Lakea was thinking all that time about that bank roll in his pocket and how she was going to get it. She started shaking her booty again while dropping down low and twerking each of her ass cheeks individually. She dropped down to her knees and began grinding the floor, turning over on her back and opening her legs. Just then the man stood up and dropped $200 on Lakea as she flipped her bra up and off of her titties. She began playing with her breasts and licking her nipples while looking at the man seductively.

  “Sit yo ass down!” Lakea demanded as the man stood there frozen. Before he sat down her threw Lakea the last $200 he had in his hand and fell on the bed. Lakea quickly gathered up her bills and put them under her garter. Then she began to crawl until she reached the bed. She crawled up the man until she was on her knees between his legs, unbuckling his pants. As she twerked Lakea took the man's pants off and threw them on the floor at her feet. Making the man lay back Lakea straddled him and began to dry hump him into ecstasy.

  “Oh, I love you....?” The man said. He wanted to know her name. Lakea thought fast.

  “Kandi!” She lied.

  “I love you Kandi.” The man said holding her and fucking her black lace panties.

  Lakea swung around backwards riding the man like Nika had done his brother. They looked at each other and smiled. Nika knew that Lakea was just following a plan they had made in jail. Step by step instructions on how to rob a nigga blind. After placing her feet flat on the floor Lakea continued to ride the man who was lying flat on his back with his feet on the floor and his eyes closed. He was moaning in pleasure, oblivious to anything she was doing. He slapped her ass as hard as he could still dry humping her.

  “You will pay for that fuck boy!” Lakea thought as she located his pants pocket with her toes.

  She leaned back and pulled the man up into a sitting position by his hands, riding him fast and hard and putting his hands over her naked breasts. He breathed hard in her ear and promised to do whatever she wanted him too. Lakea laughed then pushed him back on to the bed as she guided his money out of his pocket with her toes. Once she got it out she put her foot over it and went hard on his lap, grinding and bouncing. Just then his moans picked up and Lakea knew he was about to nut. She pulled him back up into a sitting position and rolled her body on him.

  “AAARRRRGGGHH!” The man yelled as he bust a nut all in his underwear and fell back on the bed.

  “Damn, daddy that was good.” Lakea said as she pulled her bra back over her breasts, bent down, picked up the money, slipping it in her bra under her DD's.

  “Can I call you, Kandi?” The man asked laying in the bed looking up at Lakea.

  “Sure just call Mesha phone to get in touch with me daddy.” Lakea said seductively. “Now get under the covers and lay here and think about me until I leave.” Lakea had to make sure he didn't check his pockets until she was gone.

  Lakea made her way to the bathroom with Mesha following. She told her what happened and they played cool. When they went back into the front room Nika and Candius went to get dressed while they entertained the men. The twin in the blue hat was still in bed laying there smiling, smoking a cigarette. After a minute of talking the girls left the room and made their way to the parking lot.

  “Bitch, we cleaned up!” Mesha said as they got into the car. “Ima pull to the other side of the hotel in case they come out.”

  After parking and counting up each of the girls learned that they had earned a lot of money. Nika had $1,100, Candius had $1,500, Mesha had $2,200, and Lakea had the $600 the man had thrown her while dancing.

  “That's all you made?” Candius asked turning up her nose.

  “Bitch no, she banked and so did I!” Nika said pulling another $1000 out of her bra. Lakea pulled out the wad of bills she had stuck in her bra and almost fainted after counting out the $3,700 she had swiped.

  “Yes sir!” Lakea said as all the girls started laughing. Lakea was happy to at least be getting paid for being abused, that was more than she had gotten in the past.

  After finishing their blunt, the girls decided to go to a house party Mesha's friend Rico was having in the Twin Oaks Townhomes. When the girls got into the apartments the party was in full swing. Cars lined both sides of the driveway entering the apartments and the patio and all of the surrounding patios around Rico's house were packed full of people. Kush smoke filled the air. It was smokey outside like early morning fog. Ballers and dope boys were everywhere in their fly whips with 20 inch rims and TV's. Mesha parked her white Cadillac truck next to a blue flip-flop Impala with 20 inch rims. Two dudes with dreads and a mouth full of gold teeth sat in the front seat smoking.

  “Damnn that shit smell good.” Mesha said leaning out of the window. “Y'all should blow that loud with us.” Just then the passenger handed Mesha the blunt.

  “Anything for you ladies.” He said smiling. “What y’all names is?” He asked leaning into the truck to get a better view of everyone. “Oh y’all got a snow bunny!” He yelled and everybody laughed. Then the girls introduced themselves and found out his name was WeWe and his homeboy's name was Tone.

  After smoking up their dope the girls decided it was time to get out of the car and at least speak to Rico. As the girls walked towards Rico's patio the song Pop That Pussy blasted from the speakers sitting on the sidewalk. It was if the girls were celebrities because all eyes were on them. Lakea raised her arms over her head and began to twerk. The rest of the girls joined in and dudes from all over the apartments ran to throw money at them. All the females at the party were salty because they
had stole their shine. One female sitting outside the patio on the green box in the dark was particularly mad.

  The girls had a good time dancing and taking shots with Rico for his birthday. While Lakea was dancing with Rico, Nika came up to her and elbowed her.

  “Bitch its some hoe over there sitting in the dark named Tia talking mad shit about you.”

  Lakea knew exactly who she was talking about. The bitch who had got Jeremy taken away from her. She couldn't believe that she would get the opportunity to put her hands on that bitch again. Lakea instantly flew into a rage and pushed her way through the crowd in the direction that Nika had come from. There was Tia sitting on the green box next to Rico's building talking shit to an old looking, bald-headed girl with no neck and house shoes on. Mesha and Candius had noticed Lakea stomping through the crowd so they were right behind her.

  “Bitch!” Lakea yelled approaching Tia.

  The look on Tia's face as Lakea stepped in front of her was priceless. She must have shitted on herself. She had been sitting there talking shit all the time not knowing that Nika was with Lakea. Tia tried to run before Lakea got to her but she was too late. Lakea ran at full speed and clothes-lined Tia right off the green box and in the street. The old looking chick she was talking to tried to jump in but Mesha unleashed an awful combination of punches on her that made her fall to her knees in pain quickly. Lakea stood over Tia and began to kick and stomp her in the back and sides as she tried to crawl away.

  “Bitch wasup, you over her talking shit?” Lakea said kicking her with each word she spoke. “Its yo fault my nigga got locked up!” Lakea yelled still beating her.