Indestructible Desire

by Danielle Jamie

  Spotting a wave I climb onto my board, and get lost in moment. Pushing everything I’ve been through in the last six months into the back of my mind. Jumping off of my board, I dive into the water and pop back up and lay across my board. Watching Brooklyn attempt to surf is by far the most entertaining thing ever. There’s a dog riding a surfboard that is doing better then her! Paddling over to her, I can’t help but laugh as she swears worse then a sailor at her surfboard.

  “I think they gave me a defective surf board, it’s a piece of shit! For Christ sakes, that fuckin’ old man over there is surfing better than me! He looks like he’ll bite the dust any second!”

  “Why don’t you go work on your tan, drama queen. I’ll hit a couple more waves, and then we’ll go to the pool for drinks.”

  She immediately perks up with that suggestion. Waving to me as she jogs out of the water, I watch Brooklyn return her board to the cabana we rented it from. Shaking my head, I paddle back out and join a group of other surfers who’re enjoying the stellar waves we’re having today.

  ***

  After enjoying an amazing dinner on the balcony, Brooklyn and I head down to the hotel bar to have some drinks. Kayden called me a few hours ago, to let me know he was at his last lay over. He said he’d be in Maui by nine pm. I can’t wait to see him, three days away from him has been torture. It’s nice getting some girl time with Brooklyn, but I still miss having Kayden in bed with me at night.

  We finally moved back into the beach house this week. It was hard at first, going back to a place that holds so many good memories. But then is also tainted with memories of Jacob and Zak. Looking next door at the beach house they rented, with the sole purpose to grow close to me. It’s mind boggling, and overwhelming.

  Kayden promised, to fill each day there full of new wonderful memories with him and our friends, and family. Each day we get through, is another day closer to finally putting the past behind us.

  Tonight will be the first night I’ll go to sleep with out any sleeping pills. I haven’t had a nightmare in almost a week. My sessions have gone better then I ever would have imagined with Dr. Wilcott. My last one with her was this Friday. She said that I’m on the road to a full recovery. That I just to recognize my triggers, and always be open and honest with Kayden about what I’m feeling. I feel like I’m finally seeing the light at the end of a very dark tunnel.

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  Chapter Nineteen

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  Putting on a tight hot pink halter dress and white peep toe heels, I toss my curly hair into a side pony tail, clip in a hot pink hibiscus flower, I’m ready to go. Brooklyn looks drop dead gorgeous in her black booty shorts, and red tube top. Her black suede ankle boots are the perfect touch.

  Stepping into the bar, it’s jammed packed with hotel guests. They’re playing Mackelmore’s Thrift Shop, instantly boosting my mood. Heading over to the bar, we find two seats on the end. “Can we get two tequila sunrises please?”

  “Girl we so gotta stick to one drink tonight, we don’t want you hung over and sick for your birthday party tomorrow.”

  After a few minutes, the bartender finally slides our drinks in front of us. Plucking the cherry from my glass, I pop it into my mouth, “Good idea.” I say matter-of-factly chewing on my cherry. “I’ll savor this one drink, and then stick to water the rest of the night.”

  Sipping the last of my cocktail, I hop down off of the bar stool. Reaching for Brooklyn’s hand I drag her outside to the pool side bar and dance floor. There’s a rainbow or lights shining into the pool and rock waterfall. The sky is full of stars, sparkling like a million tiny diamonds. It’s breathtaking; Maui is one of my all time favorite places.

  I’m thrilled to spend my birthday here. February ninth I’ll be turning 25, and starting over, things can only look up from here. I’ve suffered enough these last six months to last me a life time.

  “Come dance with me!” Pulling Brooklyn through the crowd of bikini party goers, we finally make it to the dance floor. Holding our hands up in the air, we bounce around to the beat of Ke$ha blasting through the speakers.

  “God this feels so fuckin’ amazing!” Brooklyn shouts at me over the music, tossing her head back as she dances in time with the beat.

  With my eyes closed, I swaying to the music, letting it wash over me, and allowing my mind to drift away into an oasis. I have a slight buzz, from our tequila sunrises we drank at the bar. My head feels fuzzy, and my entire body’s hot and tingling.

  With my skins lightly misted with sweat, I make my way over to the outdoor bar. In desperate need of some ice cold water, I lean over the bar, and wave my hand to get the bartenders attention. Rolling the cool bottle across my chest, I gladly welcome the droplets of water that cascade down between the valley of my breasts.

  A voice snaps me back to the here and now, “I lost my number, so can I have yours?” Laughing I turn and lock eyes with Kayden. Who looks down right gorgeous in his white throw down affliction t-shirt. The white makes his skin look even more tan, and is showing off his muscular arms and chest.

  Licking my lip, and pulling it between my teeth, I roll my eyes over his body. His ripped jeans, are hanging from his hips just the way I like them. His black boots complete his edgy look. “Sorry, I have a boyfriend.” I can’t help but laugh at his expression. He started this, so I’m going to play along and have some fun with it.

  Ordering a Corona with a slice of lime, he eyes me with a small smile creeping along the corner of his mouth. “Lucky guy.” His husky voice instantly making every hair on my body stand at attention.

  “Yeah, he is, but truth be told, I’m the lucky one.” Spinning on the bar stool, I slide my legs apart, and flash an impish grin at him. Taking the bait, he steps in between my legs, sliding his arms around my waist.

  “I bet he thanks his lucky stars. Every. Single. Day. For being able to call you his.” Dipping his head down Kayden kisses me, it’s not a sweet little peck, no this is an all out, no holds bar kiss. Make my toes curl, kinda kiss. Lacing my fingers through his hair, I open my mouth, allowing his tongue to dip in and caress the roof of my mouth.

  Pulling away, he lets out a low husky chuckle. “Damn that kiss was so worth goin’ away for three day. What do you say we get outta here?”

  Jumping down, I entwine my fingers with Kayden, and make our way over to the dance floor to find Brooklyn. After a few minutes, I finally spot her dancing with a group of girls wearing nothing but bikinis and stilettos. “Brooklyn!” I shout over at her. Finally after smacking her in the shoulder I get her attention.

  “Ow! Biotch! What was that for?” Brooklyn’s asks standing with her hands on her hips. Her face all flushed from the non stop dancing. She instantly smiles, when she notices Kayden’s with me.

  Rolling my eyes are her total, I let her know we’re heading up to the suite. Handing her my keycard, she slides it into her bra, and after a quick hug, we head upstairs.

  Kicking off my heels by the door, I jump into Kayden’s arms, fluttering kisses along his neck. Carrying me into the bedroom he lays me on the bed, staring at me so intensely, I feel like he’s staring into my soul. “I missed ya so much baby.” Pulling his shirt over his head, my eyes travel from his face to his gorgeous tattoo. Along the side of his rib is my name in old English font. With angel wings on each side of the letter S, representing his love for his angel on earth. The wings stop just under his left pectoral, I’ve lost track how many times I’ve laid in bed beside him. Slowly tracing the wings, and the letters of my name.

  I still can’t believe he got it, I was in total shock when he showed me after Jason was finished with it. Every time I see his tattoo, or my pistols with wings, I immediately am taken back to our weekend in the Bahamas‘. That entire trip was magical.

  Sliding his boots off and tossing them beside the bed, his pants soon followed. Lying on the bed, I drink in the perfection that is Kayden Knox. Standing before me, in his black boxer briefs, looking irresistible. Curling my finger i
n front of me, I beckon him to come to me.

  With a cocky grin, he slowly climbs onto the bed. Making his way towards my mouth, he kiss’s a path from my ankle, up my leg. Stopping to remove my dress, and having zero patience, he shreds my black lace panties, tossing them into a pile on the floor. “We have three days to make up for, and it’s almost midnight. This means it’s almost time for your birthday spankings.”

  My core contracts with excitement, I’m starving for his touch. “For the first time ever, I’ve actually excited for my birthday spankings.” I say pushing Kayden onto his back, and slowly sliding him inside of me.

  Throwing my head back I contain my moans as he fills me, caressing my inner walls. It’s a delicious feeling; I rotate my hips sliding myself along his exceptional length. Stopping just at the tip and sliding back down it, taking every inch of him deep inside of me.

  Gripping my hips tightly, Kayden lifts me up and down, raising his hips each time to meet my body. Grabbing his hands, I lace my fingers with his and rest them above his head. Crashing my lips against his, savoring the intoxicating taste of my drink, mixing with his.

  Flipping me onto my back, he slides his hands under my butt, elevating my body. Gripping his thighs, I drive my nails into his legs, “Oooohhhhhhh myyyyy…” I scream out as he slams his cock into me repeatedly.

  Leaning over me, Kayden sucks my breast into his mouth, flicking my hard nipple between his teeth. Gently biting down on it he tugs it with his teeth, as he continues to swirl his tongue around the hard nub. Pulling his mouth from my breast, he stares into my eyes with his hypnotizing green eyes. “I love it when you scream for me baby, let me know how good it feels.” Squeezing my ass with one hand, he slides his other hand along my thigh, stopping when he gets to my clit. Rubbing my clit fast and hard, as he pile drives his dick into me I lose it.

  I come undone right then and there, screaming out his name begging him to never stop. Before I can finish coming down from my orgasm, he’s flipping me onto my stomach. Grabbing a pillow from the bed, he commands me to lift my stomach off of the bed. Sliding it under my belly, my ass is propped up into the air. Climbing off of the bed, I spot him retrieving a bottle of his and hers lubricant.

  “Are you ready for me to fuck that sweet little ass of yours baby?” Climbing behind me, Kayden massages my butt before cheek with the palm of his hand. I let out a lout shriek, more from the surprise of the slap then from the pain of it.

  “One.” He says seductively, as he continues to rub the spot he just slapped. I feel his fingers dip into my ass, massaging the lubricant inside of me. Instantly I can feel it begin to become warm. I feel the head of his cock poking me, “I love how your ass feels squeezing around my dick Savannah.” His voice is low and drippin’ of sex, as he slowly slides into my tight ass. The mixture of his lubricant with mine is overwhelming. It’s hot, and tingling like a thousand fingers caressing my insides. Gripping my hips and pressing down on my lower back with his thumbs, he slow begins sliding in and out of me.

  “Fuckkk, you feel so good…” Kayden is picking up speed; I can feel another orgasm building deep inside of me. “Does it feel good baby?”

  I’m drowning in ecstasy, and barley able to find the strength to speak, “Yes…it feels amazing. Please…stick your fingers in me Kayden.” I beg breathlessly.

  Without hesitation Kayden slides two fingers into me throbbing pussy. Reaching between my legs, I rub my clit in a circular motion, edging my orgasm on. “I love it when you touch yourself.” Kayden whispers against my skin, as he trails kisses along my shoulder.

  “I’m going to come Kayden!” I scream as my body begins to quake, picking up speed he slams into my ass repeatedly. Propping myself up on my elbows, I fist the blankets beneath me. The feeling of Kayden’s balls slapping my clit send me crashing down with an explosive orgasm. I black out momentarily, as my entire body is humming from my orgasm.

  Crashing on top of me, still buried deep inside, Kayden bites down on my neck, sending shivers along my spine. Instantly making my ass pulsate around his cock. “That was…nice.” I laugh. Still feeling slightly intoxicated from my drink I had earlier mixed with the back to back orgasms Kayden just gave me.”

  A deep chuckle escapes my lips as they’re traveling along my neck. “Baby, that was past nice, that was…I don’t even think there’s a word perfect enough to describe what that was.”

  Sweeping my damp hair away from my face, Kayden kisses the corner of my mouth. Sliding out of me slowly, he rolls onto his side, pulling me against his chest.

  Running my fingers along his cheek, I take in the man before me. I can’t get over how much love I have for him. I thank god every day for bringing him into my life. “I don’t know what it is about you Knox, but whenever I’m around you I lose all sense of control.”

  “Baby there’s just suttin’ about you and I that when we get together, it’s unlike anything I’ve ever experienced before. I can’t wait to spend forever experiencing this with you, over and over again.” Snuggling into his chest, I fall asleep for the first time since my accident, without anything helping me drift into a peaceful slumber, besides Kayden.

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  Chapter Twenty

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  This has to be by far the best birthday I’ve had in a long time. As soon as I awoke this morning, I was surprised by Kayden with breakfast in bed. Followed by a complete spa treatment with Brooklyn, and Rebecca. Kayden and Reagan went and spent the afternoon golfing with Jax.

  I was bouncing with excitement when they burst into our suite after breakfast. I wasn’t expecting them until later this evening, before the party. The only people left to arrive are my parents, Mya and Braxton. Our penthouse suite is two levels with five bedrooms. So we’re able to have everyone stay with us.

  After the spa we decided to head down to the pool for drinks, and work on our tans. Lying with my eyes closed on the lounge, I snapped out of my blissful daze when I hear my phone buzzing. Rolling onto my stomach, I pull my phone out of my beach bag and see it’s a news alert text from Tinsel Town blog. Rolling my eyes, I open the message, thinking it’s just another alert about some celebrity drama.

  I can’t help but smile as I scroll through the news article. It says in bold letters, Love is the air for Sexy Billionaire Kayden Knox, and his girlfriend Savannah Livingston. They were spotted getting cozy together in Maui, at his hotel’s poolside bar.

  “What are you all smiles about?” Rebecca asks leaning off of her lounge to peer over my shoulder.

  Holding my iphone up for her, I laugh. “This cheesy article about Kayden and I. Someone snapped pictures of us last night over at the poolside bar. It says, we we’re spotted looking very much in love. It seems like I coping well with the tragic events I went through last December.” I can’t help but roll my eyes at the last line. They have no idea what I’m going through, or how I’m coping with it. These sources are usually people desperate for a few bucks, so snap a picture and sell it to the blogs. At least it was a someone what decent article I guess. It could be worse.

  “Aww that’s sweet! I still can’t believe my best friend is dating that Kayden-freakin’-Knox. You’re such a lucky bitch!”

  Sliding up onto my butt, I slip my flip flops on, and pull my sundress on over my bikini. Dropping my phone back into my purse, I flash her a small smile.

  “Hey! The way I see it, he’s the lucky one. He gets to be worshiped daily by your’s truly. “I say pointing to myself. “ And Kayden makes sure he shows me how just how much he loves me, and very well I might add…Every. Single. Day.” I can’t stop myself from bursting into a fit of laughter at Rebecca’s expression.

  “TMI Savannah…TMI!” She shouts staring at me with her brown eyes practically popping out of her head, and her checks bright red…and not from the sun she’s gotten.

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  Standing in the elevator, I’m bursting at the seam’s waiting for it to read the penthouse floor. I got a mysterious text from Kayden, telling me
to leave the pool and head up to our suite. He made it clear to come alone. So I left Brooklyn and Rebecca at the poolside bar and headed straight to the elevators.

  Exiting the elevator, I make my way down the short hallway to our room. Sliding my keycard, I push the door open, and immediately my eyes fall onto the massive number of bouquets scattered around the entire living room. I notice the table beside the door has a note on it that says Read Me in Kayden’s handwriting. With shaky hands, I slowly flip open the note.

  Savannah,

  I thought it would be fun to send you on a scavenger hunt for your birthday. You’ll find at each designated spot, a clue to another birthday present. The last clue will lead you to me. Where I’ll be waiting for you, with your very last present.