If I Was Your Woman: A BBW Camden Love Story

by Mz. Toni

  "Hey Cam, you didn't have to stay!" Shante screamed, she must have smelled the food and thought that it was Camille. When she stepped out of the room, I wasn't prepared for what I saw walking into the kitchen. There stood Shante with a wife beater and boy shorts on. My shit instantly got rock hard at the sight of all those curves.

  "Oh shit what the fuck Kasan!" she screamed and ran back into her room. When she came back out, she had on a pair of leggings that still had my dick hard as hell because I could see every curve as if she was naked.

  "What’s up, why you run like that, ain't nobody tryna see that ass," I said lying through my teeth.

  "Whatever boy. So what are you doing here anyways, I thought you left," she said switching to the kitchen to make her a plate.

  "Naw on the real I was worried about you. I know how excited you were for this day to come and then for it to turn out like this was fucked up."

  "Thank you," she said kissing my cheek.

  You good, I already told you I got ya back big head."

  "I know that's why you've grown to be one of my best friends. Oh and guess what, I talked to my sister before I went to sleep, she wants me to come to dinner at her house for my birthday weekend."

  "Aight that gives you a chance to meet your niece and nephews, I know you're excited."

  "Yeah I definitely am, but anyways my birthday coming up, what you getting me best friend," she said while finishing her food.

  "I ain't getting you shit, I don't celebrate birthdays," I said fucking with her.

  "Well I do, so I want something hot."

  "Don't I always get the hot shit," I said cockily.

  "Whatever let me get out of here, your ego taking up all the space in this kitchen."

  "Damn its 3am, you wanna watch a movie?"

  "Don't you gotta get home Kasan? Your little girlfriend already don't like me and you don't make it any easier always staying out."

  "Man before me and you became friends I was doing this same shit, we don't have that kind of relationship she knew what it was when we got together."

  "Oh hell no, she better than me. Ain’t no way imma let my fine ass man fuck other bitches and know about the shit."

  "Oh so you think I'm fine?" I asked fucking with her.

  "You alright, but I was talking about my hypothetical man stupid," she said putting in the movie Belly. We decided to watch the movie in her room so we laid in the bed and pressed play. Like usual, I didn't make it through half before I was knocked out cold. It felt like I only got a good night's sleep when I was laying with her.

  Chapter 9

  (Angel)

  I swear I can't stand my sisters, I didn't even want to meet Shante fat ass so I don't know why Shana was so surprised at how I acted. My mom use to be a great parent until she met Shante’s dad. He got her strung out on drugs and had her fucking all these dude and when she was too strung out he left her alone and with a new child at that. After that, she started mentally abusing us and turning the other cheek when her men would rape and beat us. So yeah I tried to kill the little bitch, so what, she killed my childhood so a life for a life, fuck it. I had to grow up fast because of what I went through growing up. So while Shana was in college I was meeting niggas with money that school shit wasn't for me. I started dancing at a strip club at seventeen, I been doing that shit ever since. Now I'm twenty-nine with a five-year-old daughter that I don't even want. I thought that if I just put this good pussy on the nigga that he would leave his wife for me, but when that didn't work; I kept fucking him until I got pregnant. He thought I was on birth control but the joke was on him. Who the fuck am I fooling, the joke was on me because even after I told him I was pregnant he still stayed with his wife. He gives me money to shut me up and I don't mind taking it. I thought he wanted me. I always thought I saw him looking at me with lustful eyes he just didn't act on it because of his wife. I gave him a helpful push, I drugged his ass and put this good ol pussy on him, we been fucking ever since. He has his wife but he has been spending a lot of time with me and Destiny, our daughter. It’s funny now that he wants me I don't want him no more, but I'll keep him around for the time being, it's on to bigger and better for me. Speaking of the devil, this nigga is calling me now.

  "What do you want Raymond?" I asked annoyed.

  "Yo fix your fucking attitude," he whispered.

  "Fuck you whispering for, oh wifey must be around huh," I said laughing.

  "Must you always be so fucking ratchet," he said aggravated.

  "You love this ratchet bitch so shut the fuck up, what you want?"

  "I wanted to know if I can come over later?" he asked.

  "For what, wifey ain't hitting that spot is she?"

  "Yo shut the fuck up, can I come or nah?"

  "Do you have something for me?"

  "Damn I just gave you money for Destiny last week!"

  "That was for Destiny, your child, this is for me fucking you right," I said laughing.

  "Ok yeah I got something for you Angel."

  "Now we talking, see you later, use your key," I said hanging up. I rushed to get in the shower because knowing him he was on his way with his freaky ass. After getting out the shower, I lotioned up and pulled out my bag of toys, only leaving out the ones I knew he liked. I heard my door slam so I knew he was here. I took my robe off and sprawled out on my bed; when he walked in my bedroom, he was already naked.

  "Get over here and eat your dinner," I said nastily. He crawled in the bed and began feasting on my kitty. I shoved his head further making sure he couldn't breathe, all that could be heard was him gurgling on my juices. Once he hit my spot it was all over, I came hard on his face and he cleaned up every drop.

  "Fuck me!" he said excited.

  "Where's my money Raymond?" I said with an attitude.

  "Damn what the fuck Angel, what you don't trust me?" he asked pissed.

  "Nope I sure don't now you can run me my money nigga or I can call Shana and tell her just how trifling her husband is!"

  "Alright damn," he said throwing the money on the nightstand.

  "If you already had the money in your hand why the fuck you ain't just give it to me, you always being difficult."

  "I wanted to see if that's all this was about for you," he said sadly.

  "Well now you know."

  "At one point you was in love with me, what happened?"

  "Man you liked being fucked and controlled, I need a real nigga," I said cold-heartedly.

  "Wow tell me how you really feel."

  "Just shut the fuck and lay back so I can fuck you real good and send to you home to wifey," I said mushing him in the face. He was doing way too much talking or me. With no further argument, he laid back waiting for me to give him the ride of his life. Reaching on my nightstand, I grabbed the nipple clamps and tightly placed one on each of his nipples.

  "Ahhhhhhh that's too tight!" he screamed like a little bitch.

  "Shut the fuck up, did I ask you to talk!" I said slapping the shit out of him.

  "No mama you didn't," he said. I continued to ride him while slapping him in the face. Grabbing a candle, I lit it while still riding him and let the hot wax pour out on his chest.

  "Ahhhhhh fuck that hurts!"

  "Shut the fuck up bitch you love it," I said still pouring the hot wax and fucking him until he came long and hard in me.

  "Damn that was good babe."

  "Yeah whatever nigga, you gonna have to start strapping up."

  "What why?" he asked with his stupid ass.

  "Because I ain't trying to have another baby by ya ass."

  "Don't I take care of our daughter Angel?"

  "That ain't the point, I don't even like kids and I don't want another one."

  “Do you think I’m stupid Angel?”

  “What the fuck are you talking about?” I asked. Knowing damn well what he was talking about.

  “You haven't had a period for a couple months.”

  “You don't know what you're talk
ing about,” I said playing stupid.

  "Aight well come here so I can hold you, I'm tired," he said dropping it.

  "Negro please, you ain't got to go but you got to get the fuck out of here," I said throwing him his shit.

  "Damn you pursued me now you treating me like this," he complained while putting his clothes on.

  "Look I ain’t feeling this no more so imma need my key back."

  "Seriously Angel, I love you, why are you doing this?"

  "Because I can! Now I expect for you to still take care of your child, but this is done," I said pointing from me to him. Opening my front door for him I stood and watched him, he looked like a lost puppy.

  "Goodbye!" I said slamming my door. Now I know y'all calling me all kinds of bitches, hoes and thots but I don't give zero fucks. Shana knew I was feeling him and what did she do, she started fucking with him. She had a baby, married him and then had two more. I wanted him so I got him and now that he doesn't want Shana like he used to, I don't want him. This ain't about him, it's about Shana and how she thinks she's better than me because she got her little company and husband, fuck her. But now I'm on to the next and his name is Mark aka Mac, he's gonna be my next victim. I laid in my bed while my vindictive mind ran wild and I got wet just thinking of my plan to get Mac.

  "Let's go Destiny damn!"

  "Here I am mommy."

  "I swear you got to be the slowest little girl in the world. We're late, let's go."

  "But I didn't eat, I'm hungry," my daughter whined.

  "Ugh I swear I can't stand kids!" I screamed while making her a bowl of cereal.

  "I'm sorry mommy I didn't mean to make you mad."

  "Little girl eat before I beat ya ass," I said pissed. I was up all night coming up with the perfect plan to trap Mac's fine ass, but first I had to get this little girl to my sister's house so I could go to the doctors.

  "Okay momma I'm done," she said in a low voice. See she knew that Ray was her dad but she also knew I would beat her ass if she even thought about telling her aunt. What went on in our house was our business. She tried to ask questions but I never entertained them. Getting her in the car, we drove to Shana's house and before getting out, I turned around and asked Destiny the rules.

  "Don't call Uncle Ray daddy and don't tell our business," she said sadly.

  "Alright now get out the car."

  "But auntie said you gotta walk me to the door," she said innocently.

  "I ain't gotta do what she says, now get out!" I screamed.

  "Ok bye mommy," she said scared.

  "Bye. Don't forget to knock hard either!" I yelled out the window. With that, I pulled off and headed to the doctors.

  "Hello Angel, nice to see you again."

  "Hey doc, so what's the verdict?" I asked anxiously.

  "Well you're about nine weeks pregnant."

  "Yessssss I knew it!" I jumped up excited.

  "Well I guess this is good news to you. Will Mr. Banks be coming to the next visit?" she asked.

  "Ummmmm no he isn't the father,” I said with an attitude.

  "Oh okay well here's your prescriptions, good luck and see you in a few weeks."

  I dressed and rushed out of there. I already knew I was pregnant last night because I hadn't gotten my period last month. I was just gonna abort the bastard, but what the fuck, might as well use this baby for my plan, but I had to be certain. Tonight was my night to work at the club, hopefully Mac comes, the sooner the better. My ringing phone interrupted my thoughts.

  "Ugh here this bitch go," I said aloud before answering my phone.

  "Yes Shana," I said annoyed.

  "Bitch why you just drop my niece off like that without even making sure she got in!" my sister snapped.

  "First of all you knew she was coming and obviously she got in so what's the big fucking deal!"

  "It’s a very big deal, anything could have happened, you a selfish ass bitch yo I swear!" she said banging on me. Thank God because I was about to hang up on her ass anyways. I checked my time and headed into the house. First, I called to get my locks changed then I pulled out a few outfits for work and headed to take a shower. I showered, dressed and applied light makeup. See I wasn't the cutest of my sisters, but my body was banging. I wasn't skinny like Shana, but I wasn't fat like Shante ass. I was 5'6, 150lbs of thickness. I was shaped perfectly. Flat stomach, D cup breast and a nice apple booty. I didn't have a ghetto booty, but it was very juicy. When we moved to PA, I never intended on finishing high school or going to college like I led Shana to believe. Her dumb ass ate my lies up like it was breakfast. I had been talking to some baller I met on Facebook who lived in PA for months. I started my search as soon as she told me she was accepted to a school in PA. When we left, I instantly met up with him and that was all she wrote. He provided me with my favorite things, money, clothes and dick and when I sucked him dry, I moved on to the next baller. When I was dressed, I looked at myself in the mirror and got ready to head to the club with nothing but Mark aka Mac's fine ass on my brain.

  When I walked in the club, all eyes were on me. A few dudes grabbed my arm making me promise them a dance. If I wasn't good at anything else, I was good at dancing and gassing niggas. I had my regulars that came to the club only when I worked, with them niggas alone I made a little over ten grand. I didn't sleep with any of them believe it or not, I was very cautious about who I fucked. In the past five years I've only slept with Raymond, but I made these niggas think I was gonna fuck em. Shana old grandma ass begged me to stop dancing saying it was dangerous, but that's what Shana does complain and preach, so I continue to pay that bitch no mind. I wasn't due to start work for another half an hour so I changed into my clothes and walked around mingling, ignoring all the death stares from these hating hoes. I finally found who I was looking for, doing my sexiest walk, I walked up to him and damn he was fine. He was rocking all Polo from head to toe. I wouldn't be surprised if his draws and socks were Polo too.

  "Hey sexy, would you like a dance?"

  "Naw ma I'm good," he said without even looking up at me, that shit pissed me off.

  "Are you sure?" I said brushing over his dick with my hand. Finally, I had him because he looked up, but once he saw it was me, he got real rude.

  "Ain't you Shante sister?" he asked confused.

  "Yeah and ain't you the owner?" I asked licking my lips.

  "Yo ma I ain't tryna be ignorant but I don't want no dance from you and if you knew I was the owner then you know I don't fuck with my employees," he said turning his back on me.

  "Oh I can definitely respect that, I love a man with morals," I said still flirting, but he didn't even bother to turn around. My plan was failing and I was pissed.

  "Well would you like me to get you another drink?" I asked innocently.

  "Yeah give me a shot of Cîroc," he said nonchalantly.

  "Coming up boss," I smiled and walked away and went Looking for Peaches, another dancer who I couldn't stand, but I was prepared to be nice if she had what I needed.

  "Hey bitch!" I said being fake.

  "What you want?" she said nastily.

  "Damn I just wanted to know if you had that work?"

  "You paying right?"

  "Of course I am," I said pulling out my money.

  "How much you want?"

  "Give me a hundred dollars worth."

  "Damn what you throwing a party ho?" she asked being nosey as hell.

  "Naw can you just give it to me!" I said nastily. Snatching my money, she passed me what I wanted. I knew even though she couldn't stand me she wouldn’t tell anyone because there was a no drug policy here and if the bosses ever found out she was selling, they would fire her and probably beat her ass. I hurried away to order Mac's drink.

  "Hey Rachel, let me get a shot of Cîroc for the boss."

  "Alright here you go," she said passing me the drink. I turned around and put four pills in his drink, stirred it around and waited for them to dissolve. As soon as I took it to hi
m he took the shot back with ease. Now all I had to do was wait and be patient. I left and went to get ready to perform; I would be back for him later. A few hours later, he was acting loopy as hell which means them molly's were working.

  "Hey daddy, you ready for that dance now?"

  "Nah I already told you get the fuck outta here!" he said loudly.

  "Damn you're sweating, let me take you to the back."

  "Yeah aight, I need some water and go get my boys."

  I took him to a back room and pulled out his dick, I started playing with it but it wouldn't get hard. I took him in my mouth giving him some of this fire head and still it was barely hard, but he had a huge dick though. I went to sit on it but he surprised me by pushing me off.

  "Naw I don't fuck without a condom and you already know that Trina!" he screamed out slapping my hand. I don't know who Trina is but I don't even care. He wouldn't remember that we used a condom anyways. I put the condom on his huge dick and attempted to ride him, I guess I took too long because I didn't even get to sit on it all the way before he pushed me off of him and ran out. Who cares, I don't need his nut since I'm already pregnant and I'm sure he won't remember whether we even fucked or not, my work was done. I walked out of the private room and ran smack dab into that bitch Peaches. She shook her head at me with disgust and I just laughed at her ass. Like I said, she couldn't tell on me without telling on herself.

  “Why boss man leave all fucked up after I gave your ass all them molly's?” she snapped.

  “Does it matter?” I snapped back.

  “Yeah it does because when he finds out what you did I don't want my name in shit.”

  “Well shut the fuck up and mind ya business and we good,” I said walking away.

  Chapter 10